No Fairies Allowed (bxb)

Chapter 9: Traumatized

(Jacob POV)

Troy got dressed and ran out of my house as if a dog was chasing him and I just laughed.

I was putting my pants on when I heard the doorbell ring. I figured it must be Troy. He must have forgotten something. As soon as I headed downstairs and opened the door, I was greeted by my friend, Dominic.

"Hey man!" He greeted.

"Hey Dom! What's up?"

"Nothing. Um...actually, I was walking by and I saw Troy, if I am not mistaken, running out of your house? Was he here with you the entire night?" Dom asked suspiciously.

"Um...yeah. Uh...I...We..." I said as I stumbled with my words. It's already bad enough that he saw Troy coming out of my house. It's going to be even worse if he finds out what really happened and what I did to Troy.

"We just had a study sleepover." I said.

"Really? You're not the type of guy who would invite fags over for a sleepover." He said.

"I guess not." I answered stupidly.

"You did something, didn't you? Otherwise, he wouldn't have been running out like he just escaped out of an insane asylum." He said.

Oh no! How do I get out of this? I will never ever risk my reputation for Troy so I did what I had to do in order to get out of Dom's suspicious eye.

"Please, don't tell anyone about it, okay?" I said.

"Oh my God! Did you guys have sex or something?"

"Come inside and I'll tell you the whole story."

As soon as he went in, I closed the door anxiously. He then made his way to the living room and sat on the couch. I sat near him so I could talk to him properly and tell him a believable fabricated version of the story.

"Now, I need your word on this. No other person should be able to know about this, only you. Do you fucking understand me?"

"Alright, alright, this will not be known to the public. I'll keep my word." He said.

"Fine! So here's what happened, I reluctantly invited Troy over for a study sleepover. At first, the plan was to his house but he said that his house is going to be occupied by party guests. His parents threw a huge party last night so there's no way we would be able to study with so much noise. That's why he suggested that it would be better if we study here at my place and so we did."

"What happened then?"

"Will you let me finish telling the whole fucking story?" I said.

"Geez, no need to snap though."

"So anyway, while we're studying, I offered to give him a soda. I got two bottles out of the fridge and I put them both on the table. I went downstairs to fix some sandwiches and the moment I came back, I saw him looking very fidgety. I don't know why so I just shrugged it off. I drank my soda and after a few minutes, I felt myself getting light-headed."

"NO WAY!"

"Yup. So I lost consciousness and the next morning I woke up, I saw him giving me a blow job. I was clearly angry the moment I saw what he was doing to me and I was about to kick his ass but before I even could, he ran with a speed of a lightning bolt." I said.

"What the fuck?! You got roofied by a fag?!!! We have to do something. We have to report this to the police."

"NO!!" I yelled.

"Why the fuck not? Dude, that's rape. What the fuck is wrong with him?" He said in disgust.

"Please, just don't! You said you were going to keep your word so keep it to yourself, understood?! Nobody should know about this."

"Fine, but somebody should teach him a lesson, Jacob."

"Just let it go, Dominic."

"Like hell I will." He replied.

(Troy POV)

"I still cannot believe how he was so capable of committing such a vile act. I don't understand. How can he be that bad? I was beyond traumatized after what happened and worst of all, I cannot even tell a single soul about it. I am stuck, helpless and trapped. I don't know what to do. I want to get out of this town already. I cannot stick it out for one more day. I have to get out. I have to tell my parents about what happened or else, my suffering would continue but how can I even begin explaining it to them? What the fuck do I have to say? 'Mom and Dad, I have been hooking up with Jacob for a while now. I tried to get away from him but he ended up raping me.' How the fuck do I tell them that? Dad's probably going to victim blame me anyway so what's the point?" I wrote on my diary.

Maybe I can tell Gwen and Ravine about it. I'm sure they can help. I don't care if they judge me anymore. It's my mental health and life on the line here. I'm willing to risk it all.

Tomorrow, I am going to have to do the right thing. It's time to grow a spine and end this misery once and for all.