Nothing without you

What happened

I woke up with nothing but the sheet covering my body as I slowly started to remember what happened last night. That couldn't have happened as the images started to flood into my head as I saw Royal next to me with just the sheet covering her chest. FUCK I'm screwed what did I do I can't fuck my assistant I'm going to off myself what was I thinking well clearly wasn't how do I explain this to her what will she think. I'm getting too deep into my thoughts. Maybe I can just wait for her to wake up and see how she reacts.

For the love of gays I'm dumb what do I do in this situation I've never thought of what to do cause I didn't think it would happen. Just as I thought things couldn't get worse I heard a slight groan next to me as I felt the weight of the bed shift *and I'm dead.* "My body is sore but I know last night was the best sex I've had in a while" *maybe I'm not dead after all* glad I was a part of that princess I can't say the same for myself as well. Shouldn't have said that cause she jumped but soon calmed down "what are you- no no no no that couldn't have been you last night." And I'm back to being dead yea it was me i couldn't believe it was you when I woke up.

"So that was you the whole time railing my ass huh I mean I wouldn't mind another round but that would just make things even more weird at this moment." If she knew what I was thinking inside my head boy oh boy I would be a parent but not today. I'm going to get up and go back to my room if you need me I said while getting up out of the bed and putting my clothes back on. "Sage I hope you're not mad at me or yourself and I'm not mad at you at all" she said as i was putting on my shirt. "I'm not mad I've never been in this situation before" and with that left the room what the fuck did I do.

I didn't know what to do so I just took a hot long shower to calm my thoughts and relax my muscles. This is going to be one long trip and I don't know how to deal with it and it's only day two. Today wasn't that bad I didn't have any meetings or anything like that so I decided to go downtown and enjoy the weather here since I have nothing else to do. It was about eleven when I left the room to start my little journey through London and I honestly felt at peace I brought my headphones and a power back just in case.

Just when I thought that the day was getting better Royal stood in the elevator. Just play it cool or ignore her and see what happens imma go with the second option and just like that dissociation. "Sage I know you hear me Sage you know what be like that" and with that she stormed out of the elevator I mean I know what I'm doing is kinda cruel in the sense but I'm still trying to process my emotions myself. After a twenty minute bus ride I finally made it downtown the weather wasn't bad it was sunny with a nice cool breeze.  There was a small coffee shop nearby that had really good pastries along with their coffee so I decided to give them a visit since I was in the area.

Entering the shop the smell of freshly baked pastries filled the air alongside the strong smell of freshly ground coffee beans. "Good morning sir what can I get you today?" This isn't the first time I've been mistaken for a man I mean I am a very masculine looking woman so I'm not really mad. " Can I have a medium chocolate frappe with two shots of espresso" I said after clearing my throat "anything else for you today" "how about a chocolate Danish please."   Once my order was taken I paid and decided to sit at one of the outdoor tables and take in the fresh air.

The sky was  a beautiful grey color with small patches of blue showing up here and there. These are the types of days I love the gloomy but cozy sad but calming kind of days growing up they were my favorite and I never really understood why. By now it's about two and my coffee was already gone so I decided to go to the local art museum and see if I like any of the paintings there maybe that could also help me take my mind of that beautiful woman that I can't get out my head.

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