DBH; Amanda's Curse - AU.

7.

11 days since the infection.

(I may stop counting the days btw!!)

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CONNOR

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The sunrise came early, hank and Gavin were both sleeping on the floor across from eachother. They didn't want to sleep so close, but it's for protective purposes.

Sumo made himself a nice little resting area on the flag, it's better than the floor I guess.

I was the first awake. Not that androids can sleep- but just consciously active.

Sumo was sleeping, but he always did that. Hank said Sumo only eats and sleeps, and I can see that.

I walked around, examining the windows and doors we had barricaded. Which were all in good shape.

We decided to leave the main door blocked off, can't risk anything. Out barricades held their shape, seems like nothing tried to break in.

It would be a good idea to start clearing out fowlers office, just until the situation dies down.

Fowler.

Gavin said something about him, did he die?

I looked back to the door, then walked up to it.

After a quick scan I could see fingerprints which belonged to him, and small blood puddles, dry, and in the edges of the doorframe.

STRESS LEVEL - 40%

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SIMON

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I gently moved my finger across the scar on my forehead, it isn't as noticeable as the others, but you can definitely tell the difference in my skin and the scar.

Markus said that Lucy showed him how to properly mend an android without causing burn damage, and he did it successfully.

I feel like such an idiot, I don't know what I was thinking. I don't want to think anymore, though.

I wish I was a human sometimes, that I could just brush problems away with some antidepressants and rest.

Markus helped me calm down. Markus is very nice, yes he is..

I don't want to think about what happend, this weird corruption thingy will pass within a few more days, I'm sure.

The breeze gently moved my hair, I checked the weather briefly and it wasn't any colder than 40 degrees.

Markus and I came here once, on this little bridge.

The bridge is broken, Markus said it collapsed when he was trying to find Jericho. But that's okay, we never used it.

Markus and I watched the stars here, and discussed what humans see in nature.

I can see some beautiful things within the world, I personally like animals.

This place is calm, It helps take my mind off of things. Even though this is my second time here, who cares though.

Markus got touchy with me, right here. He would move his hand against me, but I didn't say anything.

I remember the feeling, his palm gently touching my thigh as he explained why some humans enjoyed astrology.

The thought itself is amazing, Markus is quite amazing as well.

His fingers felt amazing, even though there was clothes separating us. I enjoyed the way he just let it happen in such a carefree world. I felt like I belonged.

I never really belonged, I can't make a decent opinion without being criticized. But markus? I wouldn't mind taking an order from him.

"Simon," I felt a hand go on my shoulder, "You alright out here?"

Markus sat down next to me, and I felt a small blush fight its way out of my face.

"Hey Markus, just trying to have a little bit of time to think. Get back on track."

"I understand, I just came to check on you before I work on some ideas with north."

"Alright, I get that." I responded.

We were so close, just a foot away was Markus. I want to tell him so bad, I want to express myself. But how do I do that? Just- tell him that I want his body? Yeah, no.

"Thanks for looking after me, Markus. You go outta your way to do that."

"Well, I have to make sure we keep as many people in Jericho. Our numbers are vital."

"Numbers?"

"You know- population and all. Deviants."

I don't want to be a number to him. Nope.

"Markus?"

"Yes?"

"What do you see me as?"

"I- well one of my best friends Simon. A good friend. Why's that?"

"It crossed my mind, that's all."

I smiled a little, satisfied somewhat. I lack the skill to make a confession anyways.

Markus and I stared off into detroit, admiring what we saw.

"Can't believe after this is over, we can live a free life. A nice one." Markus said.

"I want a house, and to go for walks everyday." I commented.

"Well, we can do that after this passes. Just be positive or whatever." Markus nodded.

A thud echoed from inside the freighter, causing both of us to turn around.

I was worried, so was Markus. We glanced back and forth before standing up and hurrying over to the base of the sound.

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