im scared [niam] with a lil Larry

hey new kid

Today I had therapy so I would be skipping school. Which honestly I didn't know if I was relieved or sick. Because the thought of meeting any more new people in this week made me want to hurl.
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"Tell me what do you think makes you scared" the lady asked me.

"Th-the v-voices" I say

"Voices?" She saw me like I was crazy.

"W-well more like my conscious... It makes me think things are scary" I say. I'm scared to lie because whatever you do comes back around.

She made a sound of understanding and then continued

"And when did this conscious appear" she asked

"I don't know when I was like... 4" I guessed assuming it was around that age.

"Okay well Liam we have around 2 minutes left so is there anything you would like to get off your chest while your here" I shook my head and she lead me out the door "I'll see you Thursday Liam it was nice seeing you" I nodded and made my way home. Once I got home I made a sandwich and went to bed.
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when I got to school harry approached me "hey where were you yesterday" he asked. "I h-had to g-go to th-therapy" I simply said. "Why" I then relized I hadn't told him anything about me. "I-i h-ave panophobia" I say quietly. Harry shook his head and smiled. "Come on you ready for class" before I could answer he grabbed my arm causing me to jump. He let out a chuckle and began walking again. While walking I noticed zayn's eyes burning into me. I began shaking and harry gave me a look of confusion. "You alright" he asked a few seconds later "y-yeah" I say avoiding eye contact. I was really bad at lying. Luckily harry believed me and continued walking. Releif filling through my while body until the thought of zayn popped back into my head. Once we got to class harry and I sat in the same spot we did Monday and I only assumed we would be sitting there for the rest of the year. When Louis and niall came in they sat right next to me. I was confused. And shocked. "Hey Liam" Louis said. "Louis" harry said. "What I can't make small talk" he said. Harry gave him a protective glare. It's obvious he didn't want Louis to talk with me. "So Liam I was wondering if you wanted to come to my flat after school" he said. Harry's glare became more intense. "I-my dad doesn't l-like me leaving the house" I said. It was true. He hated it when I left and often would punish me. "Why" Louis asked in disbelief. I shrugged my shoulders because I honestly had no clue why. "Have you ever tried to leave" he asked. I shook my head. "Well rebel a little don't listen to some prick" Louis said trying to convince me "I don't think that would be smart" knowing he would hit me if i did."whatever. "Louis paused and then put on a grin " hey Liam tell me... What do you think of the school "I didn't know why he was acting like this. Strange, even if I knew nothing about him it felt strange. " i-its okay I guess "I said " well tell me if your having any problems and I'll take care of it. "Louis said acting as if he had known about zayn. " i-im fine thanks."giving him a small smile. "Okay" Louis and niall went back to the seat they were at on Monday "God, don't listen to him he's probably just messing with you" harry assured. "Okay" I said

Zayn
*I knew I owed Louis. If he wants me to bully a kid I'll do it. My father had always told me loyalty is always the answer even if I were in the worst gang known to man the only way I could disappoint my father is not being loyal. So I try to be as loyal as possible. Even if it means tormenting a kid I don't even know or really care for, for the rest of the time I know him then so be it*
"Malik come on" yelled Mr.Dalton "shut up in coming" by now the teachers were used to my disrespect towards them "hey atleast we got that Liam kid in out class" josh said to me. I nodded and  walked into the gym. "There you happy" I said once he noticed I came in. "Today were playing basketball do you boys want to be on the same team or captains" he asked us "really you wanted us for this, dude... Okay we'll each be captains" I said. Mr. Dalton always let us choose what we wanted. "Okay pick your teams" he said and walked away  "Michelle" I yelled out "Rebecca" josh yelled. Everyone we called a name they came towards us. "Liam" I yelled after I had about 10 people on my team. Liam jumped when I said his name. And slowly walked towards me. I could tell he was scared. But even without me he always seemed scared.although I didn't really question it.
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"OK Liam I want you to wait at rebound for when Rebecca comes over to make a shot if she can't then she will pass the ball to you and you will make the shot got it" I said to him "no" was all he said. I k ew he's never played sports but I didn't relize he was this bad. "Wait over there if the ball comes to you try to make a shot" I dumbed down. He noded and walked towards the rebound line
Obviously nobody thew a ball at him but he played horribly