Icelynn
I walked up to Dream room seeing her bed made up. She'd been at Prime and her place for a week now. I know she missed home. She'd told me.
"You miss ya sister?" Ju asked from the couch where he flipped through the channels.
"No. She's at your brother house." I said as he smirked.
"You do miss her. That's why you keep going to her door." He said as I sat on the couch next to him. With my feet pulled in staring at the side of his face.
"Whatever." I said as he laughed looking over at me.
Judah didn't look much like he did when I met him. Now he was tall in height. The tallest of his brothers although the youngest. His brown skin was covered in tattoos some you couldn't even tell what it was suppose to be. He even let me tattoo his wrist. It's my name. I have perfect penmanship so to me it's the best thing on him. Judah is my best friend. My only friend outside of Dream and Tabby. Looking at me you wouldn't be able to tell I was on the spectrum however it didn't take long to realize I was atypical. Not to Judah though. In Judahs world I made the most sense and for that I highly depended on him and his friendship.
"Come closer." He said as I nodded my head but didn't move so he pulled me closer to his side before draping his arm on my shoulder. "One day you gone go off and meet a nigga who you like. Ima want to kill that man for taking you away from me but ima understand. For you I will understand but maaaaan it's gone hurt a nigga soul." He said as I shook my head.
"The only person I ever will like is you and Dream." I said as he smirked again looking over at me.
"You won't like him the same way you like me and Dream. You'll like him differently." He said nodding his head. I leaned my head onto his shoulders.
"You know what Ju." I said as he grunted his response. "Nobody see past my 'ism. Nobody but you." I said looking over at him.
I felt things for Judah that I knew was different but he didn't see me that way. He always talked about some man coming and swooping me right from next to him but he's the only I've ever even exchanged numbers with so I didn't know how that was supposed to happen.
"That's because I don't believe you got that shit for real. You got your ways but that shit so cute to me." He said laughing as I lifted my head.
"Then why you do everything for me?" I asked as he stopped laughing.
"Because a nigga impatient ma. So instead of waiting for you to turn the tv on and off a million times I just do it for you so boom it's on that's just it." He shrugged. "Speaking of you ready to eat?" He asked as I shook my head no.
"Yea iight. Yes you is hungry ass." He said standing up causing me to smirk.
"What you about to do?" Dream asked coming through the door.
"Make your sister some to eat. You must be hungry?" He asked as she screwed her face up.
Dream didn't particularly care for Judah and I friendship. Summer before Junior year she walked in on him giving me oral sex. I wanted it. He'd never even done it before but I saw Prime do it to her so I wanted to try it to. Anyway, she walked in saw us and all hell broke loose. She feels like he holds me back by doing things for me. Even though we've still never had sex. He still pleases me orally whenever I ask him. She hates that the most. I don't quite understand why even when she tries to explain. He doesn't ask me for anything in return in this friendship. Just to be by his side and I love being by his side so that's easy to do.
"No im not hungry but why isn't she making her own food." She looked over at me as I coward back a bit. "You promised you would take the initiative to care for yourself Ice how long this nigga been over here breathing for you?" She asked without raising her voice.
"Dream chill on Icelynn yo for real. Nigga just got over here not to long ago and she's been in this bitch taking care of herself because you for sure wasn't here." Ju said towering over Dream who was short like me.
"Boy shut up I can say whatever I please to my sister. She's turning 21 the end of the year she needs to be able to cook herself meals without burning down the house or not eating at all." She said as he fanned her off.
"Peanut butter and jelly?" He asked me as I nodded my head. "Toasted." He added as I smirked.
"You think you so fucking cute." She barked at Ju who looked down at her shaking his head.
"Nah you been thinking I'm someone I'm not since I was 16 years old. You want me to run so bad but I ain't sis. You don't get that shit. Icelynn is my person nigga. My best fucking friend and you always trying to come between that shit but look around ma'fucka when the last time you been over this way? If it wasn't for me she'd be by her ma'fucking self." He shook his head. "Aye Icelynn let's go get you some to eat I suddenly don't want to be in this bitch no more." He spoke to me but was looking at my sister.
"Is it because Dream yelled at you?" I asked as he smirked looking over at me as I stared with question marks in my eyes trying to understand what was taking place.
"Yes. Now let's go." He said as I stood up.
"Come." I said heading to my room he followed as Dream didn't say anything.
"Here." He passed me some black leggings and a green Pink pullover. My favorite green socks and some black crocs. He dressed me simple so I knew we weren't going anywhere to sit down. "Come here." He pulled me in front of the mirror. Taking my ponytail down he shook his head. "Why you pulling your hair out Ice. This shit look like it hurt." He said looking at the small patch of hair I'd been pulling at I bit my lip.
"Exams." I said as he shook his head. "You was gone. Dream was gone. I was... I didn't know I was doing it until it was done." I said as he went over to my dresser.
Coming back he rubbed some ointment he had for his tattoos on the spot before parting it and brushing it down softly. I did everything hard. He did everything soft. I like soft. Pulling the top of my hair up in a ponytail he wrapped it around itself putting another hair tie on it turning it into a bun. He took the tooth brush and brushed my baby hairs down. He never did it like Dream would but he always did it nice. I could do my own hair but he didn't like waiting for me to pick up the brush the comb or do ponytails. I did know how to do my own hair though. He looked me over.
"So fucking pretty Icelynn. You gotta stop hurting yourself though. You can't be doing that shit when you can just use your words. Let's go before I nut up on your sister." He said leading the way out.
"Dream I'll be back." I said as she came to her room door looking at me. She wanted to say something but Ju was dragging me down the hall by my arm before she could.
