Dream
"PJ go get Chief." I said speaking of my 9 year old son.
Chief was mean as hell just like his damn daddy who I was about to go hunt down. This the second night he didn't make it in this fucking house and frankly I was done and over it. I had been over it for years but Prime did some to keep me loyal. He loved me. He took care of me. That's where it ended though. He loved me but this wasn't home any more. He was finding refuge somewhere else. It was so bad it's been 5 months since he's last touched me. When he was home he was either locked in the room with the boys or laid across the bed in his outside clothes sleep. I was the mom to his sons and that was it. Yea he married me but barely did that I didn't want to have a wedding without my sister and he didn't argue it at all. The only reason I'm even his wife is because he wanted me to adopt PJ, yea the baby he had on me immediately after my miscarriage. I know right why the fuck would I marry him after that right. After he ran my sister out of the state. Why would I marry him right. Well because I loved him. That's why I adopted my son who I love with my entire being it's like I pushed him out my damn self. It's why I married him. Why I didn't chase my sister and make her come back to me. He told me she was safe with Ju and I believe him because Ju ain't never played about Ice sometimes it was creepy how they would just be glued at each other hip. I couldn't tell who was influencing who. They even went to the bathroom together when they were younger and it honestly just didn't seem healthy but Prime said she good so she good. That was until I realized Ju didn't tell them shit pertaining to his life with my fucking sister. It was like she disappeared... until I she popped up in iGs top 5 paid influencers. Imagine seeing my shy ass sister number 1 influencer in the country. Promoting wigs and make up and clothes just out here doing her damn thing and I'd missed the entire process. I hated Prime. My son came around the corner mug on his face.
"Ma I can stay here. I don't want to go with you to go embarrass my daddy." He said as my head jerked back. See Prime had my son thinking this shit was okay. Like I'm wrong for wanting my fucking husband at home.
"I'll ball my fist up and knock yo ass the fuck out. Put you gah'damn shoes on before you piss me off. Chief Dai Jakson I swear to GAWD!" I barked as PJ shook his head. He was laid back and quiet like his uncle Judah. Always watching but never saying much. Prime hated when I said that but he did hell.
"Ughh." Chief said sipping on some low top Jordan ones by the door he never fixed his face and it took everything in me not to beat his ass. I honestly got tired of beating his ass it never changed shit. He was always some were fighting somebody damn son. Feeling up somebody daughter. Just fucking annoying. You'd be surprised how many fast ass little girls loved a bad hardheaded ass little boy over a quiet smart one. The girls just ran full speed at danger.
Getting in my Tesla I went to the location that his phone said he was. It was some fancy ass Italian restaurant and I asked God for forgiveness because if this was anything than something platonic I was about to fuck these folks shit up. My boys followed behind me probably preferring me dropped them off at my mama house like I thought about doing but it was out the way. Walking in I didn't even have to say shit to the lady because I saw him same time he saw me I walked over realizing this a whole family dinner mean while me and my sons at the fucking house. They so fucking fake. Once I reached the table my heart dropped.
"Icy.. ice.. Icelynn. What are you doing here. When did you get here?" I rushed over to her pulling her into my arms I couldn't stop the tears as I shook with her in my arms. I felt her arms come around me and I really broke down. My sister had never been affectionate to nobody but Ju but here she was hugging me.
"Hey Dream." She said stepping back to look at me. "This my son Buddah. My best friend Makai." She said as the mixed girl holding my nephew looked up at me giving me a closed lip smile as I waved before she went back to what she was done my nephew looked from me to his mom to his dad who had stood up.
"We got so much to catch up on. I missed you so much." I said as the tears rolled down my face.
"These my boys..."
"Ohh my God PJ you all grown up." She said as my eyes darted towards Prime who avoided looking at me.
"How you know PJ Icy?" I asked as she looked at Ju before looking back at me.
"We use to babysit him when he was a baby." She said before looking back at him smiling. "And who's this little mean one?" She asked as I cleared my throat to hold back the tears.
"This my baby boy Chief." I said smiling as he walked over and hugged Ice which took me by surprise.
"You so pretty auntie Icy." He said as she blushed.
"My nephew so damn sweet." She cursed shocked me too. Everybody was shocking the fuck out of me tonight.
"Y'all join us." Ju said looking at Chief before smirking. "Nigga like a little Prime for real." He said as Chief nodded his head all of sudden glad he came. I felt like the odd one out.
"Hey Jay." I spoke to Prime mother. I called her Jay for Jackson. They mother was that mama who "stayed" out of their son relationships meanwhile she had a house full of crazy ass sons. So yea I was never calling her mama but we were far from Ms.
"Hey baby. I saw you was about to come in here acting crazy too." She whispered when I sat next to her as I smirked.
"Long as you know." I said snatching my hand away from Prime. I was still on his ass as soon as we got home. Because why the fuck would you have my little sister baby sitting your outside baby. In what fucking world.
