The soldier (MattheoxReader)

Chapter six

( time skips to three days after hogsmade ) ( it has a big plot twist but the chapter is a lot longer than usual )

Mattheos pov:

I have been acting like a dick to elly since hogsmade and I don't know how to tell her that I am attracted to her. Not just her body but her as a person. I have been avoiding her for three days and I can't take it. Not talking to her is practically torture. I want to tell her everything but she won't understand any of what I would tell her. I can't even make sense of what I'm feeling. I have noticed that she has been hanging out with Theodore Nott a lot. And it's making me jealous. I know I need to talk to elly but I can't when I actually try she doesn't want to talk to me.

Ellys pov:
I have been avoiding Mattheo for the past few days. He embarrass me and didn't even apologize. It's like he doesn't account for my feelings he hasn't asked why I have been avoiding him or anything. It's sad. But on the bright side Theo got sorted into Slytherin and he's actually really nice. We have a lot in common too. He is as sweet as sugar and is always kind to me. I might be catching feelings for him. But I don't know. I now know Mattheo doesn't like me. Thanks to the hogsmade incident. But I'm moving on without Mattheo. I still care for him but I can see he doesn't care about me. I'm ok with that as long as he is safe and happier without me I'm fine. At least that's what I tell myself to help me sleep at night.

I'm in my dorm drawing my cat who is sleeping on my chair when I hear a nock. I jump up and put my art supplies down and open the door.

Theo: Hey can I hang out here for a little bit?

Elly: Of course!

Theo: Awesome! Hey what are you drawing?

Elly: My cat. Come here look.

I patted the seat next to me and Theo sat down. After a little bit of silence I turn to Theo and he looks into my soul and kisses me. He kissed me!

Theo: Sorry, I wasn't thinking. I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship.

I turned to him and kissed him back.

Elly: Dose that answer your question?

Theo: I think it does.

Elly: Good.

Just then Draco opens the door frantically.

Draco: Quick, Mattheo got into a fight and your
the only one Mattheo let's help him.

Elly: Who did he get into a fight with?

As I questioned Draco I grabbed my first aid kit and ran to Mattheo's room.

Mattheos pov:

Elly ran into my room frantically holding her first aid kit that she kept in her bathroom.I did want to talk to Elly don't get me wrong but I got into a fight with one of my dad's stupid fucking death eaters and I don't like her seeing me like this. In pain, hurting, on the verge of tears and the list keeps going. But all I want to do now is give her a hug and tell her I'm fine. When I was about to tell her I'm fine I looked down and saw her holding fucking Notts hand! I could control my anger and I  said...

Mattheo:Why don't you go back to your dorm with your boyfriend, Black!

Shit I regret saying that I could tell it hurt her a lot.

( almost in tears ) Elly: he isn't my boyfriend.

Just then Theo grabs her hand and dragged her out and i saw her throw the medical kit at Draco. So that he could take care of me.

Ellys pov:

( TW: Abuse , self harm, and thoughts of suicide if you can't handle it, no judgement. Just don't read until you see,"💚🩶🖤CLEAR🖤🩶💚")