(Alexandria)
Jordan invited me over today she said this was "urgent" and she's my best friend so of course I went I was currently sitting on her bed while she went down stairs to grab us a soda I put my purse down and flicked through channels on the t.v
"Here bitch I gave you the last grape soda you lucky I love you" she said shoving the soda in my face
"Awe thanks jayjay" I laughed
"Whatever bitch, anyway yo lil boyfriend got a visit last night from this hoe" she said shooting me this look
"Okay.? Doesn't that happen all the time.?" I asked kicking my shoes off and sitting Indian style on her bed
"Yeah but. This one was different she was like-
But she got cut off by Ty and Chris barging into her room
"vh1 wanna put real niggas on they channel" Chris bragged popping his collar
Jordan sucked her teeth then sat back on her head board next to me "what is yall talkin about"
"That meeting we had to go to, our managers talked to us about signin this contract for our own reality t.v show on vh1, and they want yall in it too" Ty added
"Hell nah I ain't bein in no reality t.v show" i informed them
"Bae you gon be gettin big bucks for this I'm talkin a 3 thousand every episode"
I looked at Jordan and we stared at each other for a while trying to read each other's Facial expressions
"No" we said together
"Think about it" Chris replied
Once Jordan and Chris got into a full on make out session Michael grabbed my hand and started to walk off towards his room ,when we got in there I jumped into his big bed and smells his pillows and it smelled just like him
He sat next to me and looked at me weirdly
"What you doin" he asked
"Nothin" I said sitting up here
He laughed then laid down and pulled me closer to him
"You know I love you right"
"Yeah I know"
"Okay,I have somethin to tell you and you got every right to get mad okay"
I looked up at him with my eye brow raised as he continued
"I don't know what the hell I was thinking and I thought I used a condom but she swearin I didn't Alex and I know this shit might change everything but, I think I got a baby on the way"
I sat up and looked at him trying to hold my tears back "what you mean you think Michael"
He sat up and stared at me for a while then looked away and shook his head
"Alex I mean exactly what I said I don't know if it's mine, I mean even Chris hit that, but she puttin this shit on me and if it's really my seed I gotta take responsibility" he explained
That's when I couldn't hold them back any longer tears just started falling from my eyes in a rapid pace
I nodded my head and looked up at him again
"So you tellin me you just puttin yo dick in every bitch you see huh.! Is that what u tryna say.! You don't know if it's yours but you gotta take responsibility, that's some bullshit.!" I cried
"It ain't bullshit Alexandria damn i know it's fucked up I know, but a nigga gotta do what he gotta do I gotta step my shit up for my kid if it's mine.!"
I shook my head as more tears fell from my eyes
"That's cool real fuckin cool" I said getting up
"Where the fuck you goin"
"THE FUCK AWAY FROM YOU.! I'm so tired of this bullshit.! All of this shit hurts yo and you just don't get it.! I LOVE YOU.! U CANT FUCKIN SEE THAT TYGA.! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU ON THIS EARTH, I GAVE YOU MY VIRGINITY, I HELD YOU DOWN WHEN U WAS LOCKED UP,I Even stop working because u said 'u wanna take care of me', I Cook for u,when ur sick I go all out and rub your back and make you soup and pick up ur dumb ass medicine,I help u with ur bullshit ass job, I Show up to ur dumb ass concerts I support you no matter what the fuckin media says I do so much for you and all I ask for is loyalty and honesty that's all.! You don't even have to love me back,i just want you to only fuck me, only put a smile on my face, only come home to me tyga, me and be honest when shit get real.! I yelled
"I DO FUCKIN LOVE YOU ALEX.! OKAY I AM BEIN HONEST IM TELLIN YOU THE TRUTH RIGHT FUCKIN NOW.! AND I MIGHT FUCK OTHER BITCHES THATS WHAT MEN DO.! I COME HOME TO YOU I DONT CARE ABOUT THEM BITCHES THE ONLY FEMALES I CARE ABOUT IS YOU AND JORDAN.! AND I KNOW U DO ALOT OF SHIT FOR ME BABY I KNOW THAT , THATS WHY I WANT YOU TO STOP WORKIN AND LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU, I WANT YOU TO LET ME PAY YA BILLS, AND PUT FOOD ON YA TABLE, LET ME TAKE YA SHOPPIN ANYTHING YOU WANT YOU GOT IT ALEX.! BUT YOU SO FUCKIN STUBBORN YOU WONY EVEN LET ME DO THAT.! THATS MY WAY OF SHOWIN I LOVE YOU OKAY IM NEW TO THIS SHIT.! U MY FIRST GIRL I EVER FUCKIN HAD THIS SHIT HARD FOR ME JUST AS IT IS FOR YOU.! I TOLD MYSELF I WOULD NEVER FALL FOR NO SHORTYS BUT I RISK MY FUCKIN HEART FOR YOU.!" He yelled back
"FUCK YOU.! I DONT CARE WHAT YOU RISKED FOR ME.! IF YOU LOVED ME SO MUCH WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST KEEEP YOUR DICK IN YOUR PANTS.!"
He just stared at me for a moment then closed his eyes
"Alex don't do this shit, I love you only you how do you want me to prove it to u jump off a fuckin bridge.!?"
"you can't even answer the question.! Your pathetic.! Kiss my fuckin ass.!"
I left out of his house and got on the bus to go home, I'm so tired of him hurting me I'm so tired of it I just want him to be loyal and I give him so many chances because all I want is him, I keep thinking he's gonna change but he ain't shit and I'm not puttin up with his shit no more him and his 'baby momma' can have fun with his kid.
As soon as I got home I grabbed al the picture frames of me and Michael and took them out and sat them on my kitchen table
I took a quick hot shower then I pulled up some sweat pants a hoodie and my sneakers I out my wet hair in a messy bun and put the pictures in the pocket of my hoodie along with a lighter and decided to walk to this place I used to go to pray whenever I was placed in a new home once I got there I put my hand in the pretty water and took the pictures out of m pocket along with the liter I smiled at this picture of us on Valentine's Day, he was smiling down at me as I posed for the picture, I sat the picture on fire and let it fall into the water, I did another, then another until I was done and watched the pictures burn into nothing on top of the water.
I put my hood on my head and began to walk home it wasn't that long before I got there when I did Jordan was sitting on my porch with a big bag in her hand.
I smiled then went over to her
"Hey"
"Damn bitch you scared me, I was just talking to yo door I thought u were home, I'm sorry about what happened I know it hurt, I was trying to warn you earlier about her coming over last night looking for him, if you don't want to talk about it it's fine but even tho he's my own brother I would much rather be here with you because your my best friend and I love you" she said sending me a warning smile
"I love you too jay" I said embracing her in a hug
I unlocked my door then we went inside I locked the door back and kicked my sneakers off and threw my hoodie on my couch and Jordan did the same
She was wearing sweat pants and a tank top under her hoodie and her hair was in a messy wet bun exactly like mine she say the bag on my kitchen table and looked at me
"Don't you wanna know what's in here" she said in a duh tone
I smiled once more and nodded
"Okay, I got thisssss fancyyyy wineeeee, I got us ice cream, um Marshall mallows, graham crackers and chocolate, to make smores over the over like old times, I got some movies about girls killing their husbands, I got nail polish oh and I have this paper I stole from my grandmas, but it's only the number to Chinese empire if your hungry"
"Thank you Jordan, I love you so much" I said hugging her again
"I love you too, that's why I'm here so let's get this party startedddddd"
She went into my dining room and put her phone on the aux cord and turned on "nothing on me" by Toni romiti and turned it up loud
"What are you waiting for chose somethin to do first" she implied
"Okay okay, first I wanna call this guy"
"Oo I like, what's this guy's name"
"Um I think his name is Khalil"
"You think.?"
"Yeah I mean I just got his number when I was leaving work"
"Okay um let's call this guy" she said turning the music off
I pulled out my phone seeing 18 messages from tyga and 3 from Chris
"Why is Chris texting me"
"Beats me" she said getting a spoon and digging into the ice cream she bought
"Ugh he said, Ty misses you, text him no call him, what u doin" I said laughing
She bursted out laughing and poured herself a glass of the wine
"Well don't just stand there text him back"
"And say what"
"Say Ty can kiss my ass and chillin with Jordan duh"
I did as she said and then looked at her again
"Um 'he' text me too"
"And said what"
"Okay he said I'm sorry Alex please let's make this work, so you gonna ignore me, where u at, I'm sorry Alex just text me back so I know your okay, I could of drove you home, call me I'm sorry, I still love you no matter what, I hope that didn't change anything, fuck it I know it did, fuck you man I knew I should of never got involved with you,You think you the only one heart broken I got a kid by some chick I barely know,just text me back, I know you mad just please text back, I'm about to call you, Alex just let me explain this, I wanna marry you, WHAT THE FUCK TEXT ME BACK, and the last one says, I'm coming over" I said quickly
"And that was 10 minutes ago, fuck what am I gonna do he has a key and everything" I added
She stopped eating the ice cream and looked at me "well damn Chris don't even txt me that much when we argue, that's a lot of got damn messages and what do you mean what are u gonna do.?" She said
"He's coming over here"
"So just talk to him tell him how it is, don't argue just talk maybe you'll understand where he's coming from if you guys didn't argue you just talked" she responded eating some of the marsh mallows
"I'm ordering Chinese you want somethin" she added
"Yasss I want orange chicken and shrimp fried rice oh and a 2 egg rolls"
"Okay I'm calling them, want -
She was cut off by somebody knocking on the door and I froze in my tracks
"Omg Jordan he's here"
"Go answer the door gosh you guys act the same abut each other"
I stood there still froze and she rolled her eyes
"Fine I'll answer it then"
She walked out of the kitchen and I heard her swing the door open "what you want mike she don't wanna talk to u right now"
I heard him suck his teeth "move Jordan"
Then I heard foot steps coming towards the kitchen revealing Jordan and tyga behind her
I looked at him and rolled my eyes then grabbed a gallon of the ice cream Jordan bought and went to my room wit him following
He stepped inside and closed the door then came and sat on my bed.
(Michael)
"Alex are you gonna talk to me I know I fucked up big time but I'll do anything to make it better" I said
I just told I got this chick pregnant and I ain't know if it's mine but damn a nigga fucked up everybody make mistakes.
"Talk,you want me to talk to u"
I nodded then slid closer to her
"Okay,maybe I shouldn't yes I should just talk"
I nodded again then took my jacket off and gave her my full attention
She got up and looked down at me sitting on her bed and tears started to slowly fall from her eyes then she started pacing back and forth in front of me "okay, I'm so mad and sad and I don't even know how I'm filling about this because I always wanted to be the mother of our first child just no time soon I wanna live my life free until I'm ready to have kids and I'm out of college and it's just hard because when I'm trying to focus I'm thinking about you and where u at and what u doin and who you with, it's it's a lot Michel and I really love you God knows I love you, I mean your the only man I eve viewed as a boyfriend or anything in that matter I only trust you and I just feel like I put my life into this relationship and I'm the only one givin effort to keep us together, I'm keep forgiving you and it's just getting worse Michael because no matter what I do you just done learn what do I have to do to get u to realize that you aren't gonna miss me until I'm gone and I don't want anything to do with you" she said still pacing back and forth
I grabbed her hand and sat her next me
"I know Alex I should've played my cards right I should've never even cheated on you, and I'm sorry okay I'm so sorry I know I hurt you but what happened to you being there through thick and thin.? You suppose to be my ride or die through no Matta what"
"Hell no, fuck that,I DONT GO AROUND FUCKIN EVERY NIGGA I SEE AND GETTING PREGNANT AND SHIT IM TIRED OF BEING HURT MICHAEL OKAY" she yelled
"What happened to us talking and not yelling" I said calmly
Her face softened then she spoke again "if this baby is yours we can't be together"
"Ite I get that okay, what we gon do until I can get this girl to the clinic"
"We're gonna stay away from each other, and if the baby isn't yours maybe i can try, but if the baby is yours I can't be with you tyga simple as that" she explained
"Ite let me sleep over"
She skilled then laid back and patted the spot next to her I took my shoes off and laid on her chest "I swear your gonna be the death of me" she said kissing my forehead.
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THE GIRL TYGA GOT PREGNANT IN THE MM
UM SHOULD SHE FORGIVE HIM.?!
Do you think the baby is his.!?
Jordan a great best friend Or what.?!
Do u want them to stay together.!?
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