"Jisung... I think they're close, they're gonna find us"
"Shit. They can't know we're together"
"Why?"
"The threat from fans and company."
"Fuck them! We just need to be alive from this."
"Just know I would leave everything behind just for you."
~Id...
"I’m dying inside I wanna think that it’s a lie why why Even if I shout there is no answer A flood of loneliness In the rain rain rain"
"She’s in the rain When I look at how beautiful you are Time stops It’s hard to even open my eyes now No whoa, she’s in the rain"
"Do you hear me Even if you’re hurt you don’t show it I’m so scared of seeing the end In your eyes I can see the emptiness"
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The air could cut anyone's lungs.
Everyone was down, with all the reasons to. The funeral was simple yet there were more friends than family there. Hyemin was the type of person who would get along with anyone and always show her best smile.
Even towards Jisung, she used to compliment him on his skills, her presence was somehow soothing and sweet in every aspect.
It was like the skies had seen it all, because it was pouring heavily and people could feel their bones from the coldness, the droplets hit the windows and just made the whole landscape more depressing.
Jisung wasn't a big friend of the girl... But still appreciated her charisma and he never thought she had problems with anxiety and pills. He had been raised by other trainees since his journey started all too sudden and at a very young age, so he sympathized a lot with other trainees secretly.
Should he cry? But he didn't want his hyungs to worry, so he just hid it all and continued his life. Being careless would also be bad. How was he supposed to react?
Even if he recently won the privilege to debut, the most important and awaited moment in his career if he might say, the moment was too bittersweet to do what he originally planned.
With his bandmates, he promised once he debuted, they would have a huge party and dinner at Taeyong's house. When the first members were to debut, they waited until the lasts could, but now a party wasn't very appropriate. And he couldn't even suggest anything, because he was living in the company's dorms with Mark, Chenle, Renjun and Johnny, he was already in a huge debt with the company because once he debuts, he has to repay it all, years of maintenance.
His mind was pretty troubled right now, all he wanted was to dance, to forget every single intrusive thought by perfecting a random, tricky choreography. He couldn't risk spilling his emotions any other way, because that's the only way he knew everything would be controlled.
The halls held doom and shadow, a silence embraced his shiny eyes, that looked for a free dance room.
Then he spotted one at the end of the hall, but nobody liked that room. The light bulb was damaged and the lights flickered, plus it was smaller than the other ones and the company hadn't fixed anything.
