" Ocean eyes "

Chapter 4: An emotional drive

( Both Povs )

Ireabella would look over to her left to see Alexander clouching in the chair as if he was trying to get comfy, staring out of the window before he would then look over at her noticing how she was watching the road but also looking over at him occasionally.

" Bells? " Alexander would be mumbiling therefor it was hard for Irebella to hear what he said, suddenly Alexander spoke again but louder this time as if he was trying to speak to her.

Alexander would look over at Irebella then would say, " Bells..? Are you okay?"

" Hm? Whose bells? I've never heard of that nickname before. "  she'd chuckle.

" I'm fine as well please rest, instead of stressing about me. " she'd say in a reassuring tone but something was up with the way she spoke.

" No! " Alexander would shout making Irebella frightened.

Alexander would look over to her by now saying, " I didn't mean to yell Bells. I'm sorry, I just wanted to get your attention and have a normal fucking conversation with you. " he'd say in an annoyed like tone.

Irebella would clutch onto the steering wheel by now reviving up the car, " Listen! If you want to speak to me you don't f.. "

she'd pause realising she was annoyed but would continue with what she was saying...

— " swear at me. " " I'm sorry for swearing then but you annoy me please just speak to me like a normal person. "

Alexander would hold his breathe as he'd reach into his pocket by now grabbing onto his packet of cigerattes.

" Fuc- he'd slam his fist onto his lap before saying,

" Look, I can't just say sorry because I don't know how to keep an apology and make it a promise, but please I'm trying to get you to listen to me. "

Alexander's tone would be muffled, truthful yet sounded very confusing as if he was trying to say what he meant but he was too drunk to say the words.

Irebella would look at Alexander by now taking a deep breathe in as she'd tear up.

" Alexander.. don't pretend to apologise I know it's not you speaking it's the achohol. "

Irebella would wipe her tears by now she'd begin to put the cruise control on as she'd be sniffing into a tissue or two while she drove.

"You don't mean any of what you're saying. How can I love you if I don't even know if you are saying what your heart wants you to say.  "

Irebella would be crying by now, almost as if she had no tears left to shed.

Alexander would grab her free hand that was covered in tissues saying, " Look at me in the eye. What if I was sober would you believe me? "

" It doesn't matter weither you're drunk or not it's just the fact i love you and you don't love me." Irebella would be tearing still by now focusing on the road even more.

" love? " Alexander would be confused. " I've never heard someone actually love me before. "  he'd pause in his tone, " your joking right? " 

Irebella would realise by now that Alexander must have had a rough childhood if he had never heard those words before.

" Alexander, I mean what I say I'm not joking. I love you so much. I want to be your girlfriend your wife even I just need to know that you want that too. "  she'd be smiling by now as she'd turn into his drive way.

Alexander would look over at Irebella grabbing her arm so she had to reply weither she liked it or not.

" You mean that? Well then I will take you up on that offer, will you be my girlfriend Bells? " he'd be smiling at her letting go of her.

Irebella would be smiling, " yes. I hate to ruin the moment dude but we have to get you inside, you need sleep! " she'd say in a firm tone.

Alexander would reply sarcastically, " Aye, Aye Captain! "

By now the both of them would lock up the car, by now as she'd then unlock his home with his keys that were used as car keys as well. The both of them would go inside getting ready for the night ahead.