Why Me???[Vegas Pete]

Why Me - 1

"It's... It's hurting pearl... It feels like..like my heart is ripping into pieces.... It feels like... like I'm dying... It makes me weak, Pearl... I - I...I couldn't feel my legs... (Crying hard and loud) I couldn't feel my body... My whole body became numb... My mind is screaming..... Ahhhhhhh (screaming loudly)... What should I do, Pearl?... WHAT SHOULD I DO... WHY EVERYTHING HAPPENS TO ME....WHY TO ME... WHY ME? WHY? WHY? Why?(Crying and screaming hard and loud).... " I'm kneeling and crying with all his heart out to my friend pearl. I couldn't handle this pain anymore. It is killing me slowly from inside. I want to die at this point.

"Pete you can change it na... You have to do one thing... Go and tell him how you feel... he will-" Pearl said while kneeling in front of me.

I shook my head "No Pearl No.... I deserve this... I deserve this pain (sobbing hard)..." I cut Pearl words. I know what she is trying to say but that will never happen.

"No, Pete... No.... You don't deserve this.... Don't say it again..." Pearl also feels like crying, her voice trembling but she is acting strong to take care of me. I'm a mess Now.

"Pearl... He is not mine anymore... I can't say I'm his anymore... He is...He is...He... He (Crying like a mad man)..... He..... He (Words stuck in throat)....someone else now... He is not mine...He is..." I choked my words. I want to run away... I couldn't imagine him with someone else other than me but It happened... He is standing beside someone else happily... How can he do this to me.... But it's all because of me right... I'm the one who did wrong right... It all happened because of me right... At Least he deserves to be happy unlike me... HE IS NOT MINE ANYMORE (Crying loud and loud).... I'm in pain...

Pearl hugged me and she had no words to comfort me... No one can comfort me because this is all happening because of my own doing... I created this mess... Now I'm facing the consequences.... I'm the one who needs to take all the blame... Everyone looked at me with a disgusted face... Everyone looked at me with angry eyes... I'm a huge mess....

I cried for more than one hour and no more water came from my eyes because my eyes became dry... My throat became dry... My mind became fog... My eyes are heavy.... And I heard someone passer saying

"They are made for eachother... They look cute and OMG look at them..."

With all my strength I closed my ears. I don't want to hear anything... I closed my eyes and stood with all my strength... Pearl held my arms... My mind is screaming to run away.... So I did... I ran...ran...ran... I heard pearl yelling but I chose to run away...

And the last thing I saw was the light flashing in front of me and screaming....

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Crash

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