Forced To Love || Hyunlix || Lia.L

14. Pleading For Forgiveness

Felix was gone. Where'd he even go? If he's not at home then where is he...

It was as if Hyunjins world had stopped for a moment. This was bad, so bad...He needed to find Felix no matter what or he will truly be dead.

He looked around everywhere but he couldn't find the younger anywhere. Just as he was about to give up he saw something small twinkling on the ground. He walked closer to it and picked it up.

It was a ring...it was Felix's and his engagement ring. Why was it here though? He looked around desperately trying to get the slightest glimpse of the younger.

He shoved the ring in his pocket as he started ahead he noticed a small gap between two buildings and decided to check there as well and fucking finally to his luck he saw Felix there sitting under the roof of the building which was slightly peeking out giving him protection from the rain.

He had his knees pressed against his chest with his arms wrapped around his legs and his head dug in between them. Hyunjin sighed audibly making Felix lift his head and look at him. His eyes looked puffy like he had been crying for a while now, which he was.

He starred at Hyunjin and Hyunjin did the same as he breathed heavily. "Fucking finally. Do you know how long I looked for you?" He said as he walked closer to Felix standing infront of him. "W-why did you come back...j-just go away" Felix's voice was trembling because of how cold he felt right now.

He had been sitting in the rain for god knows how long and he was finally starting to regret it. Hyunjin pursed his lips. "Just get up. I am here to take you home." He said as he extended his hand to the younger.

Felix ignored his hand and stood up on his own. Alright? Hyunjin took back his hand. "I am not coming with you" Felix replied making Hyunjin sigh. "Can you stop being stubborn for once. For God's sake I didn't even do anything to you. And even if I did, didn't I save you aswell?" Hyunjin said as he looked at Felix annoyed and that look just didn't sit well with Felix. He felt anger rushing through his whole body as he slapped the taller male hard across the face.

"Do you want me to fucking worship you for getting me out of the hell you put me in?! Do you think I won't fucking mind if a damn stranger would touch me all over and start to undress me?! You need therapy if you thought that way! Has no one ever put sense in you?! Ofcourse no one has cause your fucking monster behaviour makes everyone scared of you! How do you even live with so many people hating and fearing you?!! You should just fucking kill yourself--" Felix cut himself off by covering his mouth. He didn't mean to say the last line.

Not that Hyunjin didn't deserve all that but Felix wasn't the kind of person to say anything like that to anyone. "I-I am sorry I didn't mean to say the last line..." He felt the need to apologize as he thought he had gone too far by saying that. He had no right to tell someone to kill themselves, no matter what.

Hyunjin on the other hand didn't really care what Felix said to him. In fact a part of him believed that he deserved those words and the slap. It was as if the slap had actually unclogged his brain and he was starting to realize what he had done.

It was also very new for him to feel this way. He was starting to feel guilty. He didn't say anything as he lowered his head. He would've never thought he would be lowering his head infront of someone ever!

His pride was hurting as he lowered his head but he felt the need to. He actually felt ashamed. He couldn't look at Felix.
"I'm sorry" He whispered in an almost Inaudible tone but Felix caught it.

He felt shocked. Had Hyunjin apologized to him? He wasn't going to forgive him just yet though, but I guess he wouldn't be as stubborn as he was. Maybe he just needs a ride back home but let's not think that way.