Love me but marry him (gxg)

Chapter 8

Karen's POV:

I have been in relationship with Laura for a few months, yet I cannot feel a strongly passionate feeling with her. Importantly, we have never kissed passionate at all, but just slight kiss on each other cheeks.  Today I and Luara plan to go shopping and eat out. Oh, now it is time for me to pick her up at her house. I message to her when arriving in the front of her house. '' Hey, how are you, my dear?'' I ask her. '' i am alright my bae'' She smiles to me. Then i start to drive to the mall to buy some clothes. 

***At the mall*****

''What do you think about this dress?'' , She asks me while holding that dress. '' It is nice but I don't quite like the colour.'' I answer honestly. " But I do like this colour'' She pouts. '' Then it is up to you'' I smile to her. " I will buy it then.'' I nod at her. After buying some stuff, then we finally, are in the restaruant. '' Hey, it is Tina'' Laura nudges me while i am ordering my food. ''Huh, I look up and see her walking alone to restaruant. Then Tina sees me, she smiles then this smiling changes when she sees Laura with me. ''Hey, join with us, Tina.'' Laura says to her. Then Tina walks to us. ''Are you alone, Tina?'' I look at her eyes directly. '' Hmm, yeah, alone'' She says '' Am i bothering two of you being together?'' She continues. '' Oop, no no'' I answer promptly and Laura looks at me quickly. 

Tina's POV:

My inner speech says to me I should not join with them as they may want to be private with only two of them, but my heart cannot deny the fact that I wanna be with Karen and see her face. Oop, i surrender and  follow my heart and plus Karen said it is ok to join with them. 

Three of us don't talk a lot and I don't know why, yet what i know is Laura is sad because I know her for long and plus she is my ex. I cannot figure out what relationship is between Karen and Laura, they are not so close or because they don't wanna show in front of me or others in the public place because our country is not allowed such a love. I try to look at Karen and her smiles sometimes, I really deeply in love with that girl. then something pops up in my mind to take this feeling away, as there is no possibility for me  and her. 

Finally, we finish eating our meal. ''So where are you going next?'' Laura asks Tina. '' Hmm, go home,'' I looks at Laura and Karen. '' How about two of you?'' ''any next plan?'' I smile to them. '' I guess No, and Karen will take me home'' Laura says and looks at Karen. She just nod to Laura. '' Ok, see ya tomorrow at school then'' I bye to them and walk out. '' I look back and i see two of them walking to car park and carrying their stuff. 

Karen's POV:

On the way back home, both of us remain silent until i reach her house. However, Laura doesn't step out but remains in the seat. '' I think we have sth to talk, Karen'' Laura looks serious making me nervous since whenever Laura is so serious like this, sth negative often occurs. '' what's wrong, my baby?'' I ask her and turn my face to her, and we are still in the car. '' I don't know how to start from where?'' Laura looks at my eyes. '' Are you angry for letting Tina join with us, today?'' I hold her hand. '' Nope, but it is good that i can make everything is sure by today.'' Laura caress my hand back. '' so what?'' i ask her. '' Let us end this relationship'' i was shocked to hear such words from her. But i let her continues without interrupting. '' Being with you in these few months, I am so happy and you are good, but we don't feel the couple. I can see you are in love with someone but not me. And I, myself, cannot feel sth special with you more than best friend. I try to find it with you during we are together, but I cannot and I know you feel the same way as i have. So staying together as couple is not the best, yet friend zone is the best for us, Karen.'' Laura caress my face with her cold hands. ''I-I I am sorry for everything, and I don't know why but maybe i don't know myself clearly, maybe you are right i am in love with someone else. But i do feel good with you. Thanks for everything, Laura.'' It seems like i cannot find lots words to say. Then we hug each other. Laura whispers near my ears, I can see bright light and smiles when you are with Tina, and I know Tina, she feels the same ways to you. I want my best friend and my ex to be happy and get real happiness. I cannot control my tears and mix feeling but to kiss Laura, Thanks for everything, I think I know what I want and who i love. Thanks. Laura kisses me my cheek back and walks into her house. 

Tonight i stay up late because I have to talk with her tomorrow, Tina please waits for me.. I keep thinking what to say to her tomorrow until i fall to sleep.