Love me but marry him (gxg)

Chapter 9

Karen's POV:

Getting up in the morning, and going to school to meet Tina as I have sth to talk with her. It is as usual that i study in my class, and today subjects are a bit bored. Then, i decided to ask Tina to wait for me after class since i have sth to tell her. and she said yes making me smile widely. Finally, my class was dismissed and hers, so i waited her at the main building. ''Hey'' someone taps my shoulder and i can see it is Tina. ''Hey, Hi'' and then she sits next to me. ''You have sth to tell me right?'' Tina asks and smiles to me. '' Hmm, yeah '' i feel so nervous. '' What is it?'' She asks. '' I already broke up with Laura'' I look at her and she looks at me and nod with a sad face. '' Can i know why?'' Tina looks at my eyes directly. '' Mmm, we realize that the feeling we have toward each other is not LOVE especially, I myself know my heart has already had someone who is not Laura. I can hear my heart missing her every night,and when she is absent and worry about this person when she is sick'' we stare at each other until i break it by confessing to Tina. '' Tina, i love you, can you be my girl?'' she looks so confused and i can feel the environment right now is so blur for me. Tina looks at me and says '' why do you just confess to me when everything is one step late.'' ''Huh'', i almost cry but try my best to control it.'' Do you have someone in your heart? i ask and my heart beats so fast. '' Yeah, I do have. i love her since the first day i met her in my English class, but then she loved my friend, so i have been hurt, it was like there was a knife stabbing in my heart whenever i see the person i love with my friend kissing. I know i should not feel like this, but i cannot control it. I cried until i could not come to school. I hate myself that i was not brave enough to tell this person i love her, but instead of telling her my feeling, i decided to run away from her, and now everything is successfully done. Karen, my parents have arrange for me to Australia and i will leave in the next few months. However, i hope in the next two years, i can come back and sit next to a person who sitting next to me right now. Tina uses her tissue to wipe my tear. '' Can you just stay here, please?'' i ask and cry at the same time. '' sorry, Karen my parents will not agree and they will kill me if they find out the reason i won't go. But i do believe we will have a way to figure it out. She hugs me. '' Can we move the time backward?'' I cry stronger and stronger. '' Mmm, you know if you told me what you had told me right now, i would not ask my parents to go there, they always ask me, yet i always reject it. until i realize i cannot stand to see you with someone else who is not me. and i wanna see you with whom you love so i decided to leave. '' she is holding my face and wiping my tear. ''so what we have to do right now is to spend these few months wisely and sweetly, okay?, my love'' she smiles to me and i also smile because i have no choice.

This night i sob myself to sleep.