Mentally Unstable (A Jacob Perez Love Story)

The Make Up and A Realization

- Jacob's POV

~-~LATER THAT NIGHT~-~

I was sitting in my padded room, bored as usual, when Shay walked in. She sat on the opposite side of the room instead of next to me, and honestly, it pissed me off. I have to admit that I didnt hate her. I'm not sure about this 'love her' thing, but I definitely dont hate her.
"You can sit closer to me, you know.." I told her in a voice close to a whisper. "Yeah, but I wanna stay here" she replied. I stayed silent. I knew she was upset. I hated that. I want her to talk to me. It just seems awkward right now. I'm not even sure why she came back in. Does she want me to apologize? I dont apologize...
I dont care how much I dont hate her. I dont care how much I want her to talk to me. I dont care how much I want to see her smile. I'm not apologizing to her.

-Shayla's POV

"Yeah, but I wanna stay here" I told him. He got all quiet after that. It seems like he was thinking. I came back in here for one reason... Well, 2 reasons.

1.) I wanna see if he can bring himself to apologize. I deserve an apology. I was just trying to be nice, and he was being a total douche. 

2.) I cant exactly stay mad at Jacob. I dont exactly understand how I feel about him, but I can't stay mad. I love talking to him and I enjoy being around him. He's -mainly- calm around me.

I'm willing to forgive this nigga no matter what. I know. I'm nice, right? Damn right I am. It was still so quiet between us. This is too much silence for my taste. "You should just leave" that voice in my head told me. I completely ignored it. "So..." I started. "So what?" He asked "Um... you gonna apologize?" I asked him. "No," he said with an attitude "I dont apologize"

"Okay," I shrugged. "I'm okay with that" I said crawling closer to him. He looked a little surprised, but the look quickly faded. I sat next to him a laid my head on his shoulder. 

"Why'd you forgive me so easily?" Jacob asked me. "Because... I dont know I just did" I said. It wasnt a complete lie. I really dont know why I did. Usually, I would hold a grudge. But, I can't stay mad at him. 

We talked for a few minutes before one of his nurses walked in the room. She walked pass us and into the observing room that was connected to Jacob's padded one. Oh, I dont get kicked out anymore. They know I spend alot of time in here, so they just leave me alone now. They also know that Jacob tries to keep calm around me. He tries not to say or do anything to hurt me or make me upset. Or course, he fails at not saying anything to do that sometimes. But he hasnt physically hurt me yet. He cant. There's no escaping his straight-jacket. Jacob and I talked for a while. Eventually we both drifted off to sleep, my head on his shoulder. What can I say... he's comfortable. And I felt good being close to him. I'm actually staring to believe it. There's no denying it now.

I'm In Love With Jacob Perez

 

 

 

 

 

{Another short chapter -_-  .... sorry guys  o.e}