Mentally Unstable (A Jacob Perez Love Story)

I'm Sorry

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-Jacob's POV

Okay, so I know alot of you hate me right now, but what can I say? That shit DON'T fly. I don't even care. I sighed. I'm lying straight through my teeth. I miss Shay. Maybe I was possibly... kinda... a little bit.. wrong?

I pretty much lost my everything. The only thing that I still loved. And it was my fault. I probably should've listened to Shay, huh? And I guess I screwed up, didn't I?

"Damn," I chuckled to myself.

Well, it's not like I can change it. I haven't seen her since then. But, that's my fault, isn't it? It's my fault she's gone, my fault she's not in my arms right now.

The nurses have asked for her, because to them, Shay's M.I.A. She just up and disappeared, gone without a trace. They don't know that I'm the cause of it.

Maybe that's the reason I'm still not restricted. They don't know what happened. I ran my hand through my hair. I seem so Bipolar right now. Two days ago, I didn't give 2 shits. I wanted Shay out of my life.

But now here I am, bitching about the fact that she's not here. She's not with me... Maybe she's with that guy... I don't even know.

I have a feeling that that guy was up to something. He had something to do with that situation. I saw his little smirk when I was yelling at her. That nigga ain't right.

I would NEVER say this to anyone else, but wherever she is right now, I want her to know that I'm sorry.

-Shayla's POV

I walked into the cafeteria after taking my pills. Sounds innocent enough, right?

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But I've just taken 12 of each. I just feel too depressed and broken to go on. It's not my fault, I know, but it still hurts. You guys probably wouldn't understand, though. After everything we've been through, how could he be so.... gullible and stupid? And I've been so depressed and angry for the past 2 days.

I sat down at the table with Bre, Daya, and Craig. I was already feeling a little woozy.

"Whoa, Shay, you okay?" Craig questioned.

"I," I gulped for whatever the reason. "I'm fine,"

"O......kay" Craig said skeptically. He didn't question it after that. Some random patient came up to me and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Hi. I'm Jade. I heard what happened to you and Jacob, and I'm sorry,"

"I don't need your sympathy," I slurred, snatching my shoulder away.

Next thing I know, everyone is surrounding me, giving me the same shit as Jade..

I got up trying to escape the madness. I couldn't stand it! It was all "Sorry about what happened," or "You'll get over it," or "He's not important. It's okay,"

I didn't need their sympathy! I'm fine!

I covered my ears, trying to block them out.

Everything was happening at once and my drugged body couldn't keep up with it. My head was pounding and my vision blurred every time I focused my vision elsewhere.

My mind was screaming for silence, but they were unable to hear. The room started to spin. I could feel myself weakening and getting dizzy as the room started becoming darker and darker.

Even though it's not my fault, tell Jay that I love him.... and that I'm sorry.

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I would've updated earlier, but my phone was dying, I was in the car and didnt have my charger, and my uncle was using the computer.

But, anyways, Shay... :(

Don't be a ghost!

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