~ Ch 3 ~

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Avinaash’s POV:

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Avinaash’s POV:

AVINAASH, I don't like anyone talking in between words. I have made a deal with the Owner of Bosc and to make our bond stronger we both want to change this professional bond into a personal one. So, I have arranged your contract marriage with his daughter Kashvi Rajvanshi.” he said and I felt that someone snatched the ground from under my feet.

My whole body felt numb and my voice was stuck on my throat. I felt my hands shivering and an electric impulse ran in my spinal cord as my brain was trying to digest the bomb my father just dropped on me.

He just planned my fucking contract marriage without my own shitty permission.

“ But dad, I had no idea about your decision and moreover I love someone else. I can't do this marriage just because you told me to do so ; this is my life and you should have at least asked me. Why didn't you?” I asked him in a shaky voice. I have not cried for at least 16 years but now at this serious moment, I don't know why I want to cry all of a sudden.

But I can't cry ; I have to face the situation like the strong man I am.

But his next words broke me to my core.

“I didn't feel that it was very important to take your permission. If we get that deal, our company will gain a lot of profit and to me, only that matters; and if you talk about informing you then I just informed you now. Now, get ready for the engagement which is on next month and yeah about the girl you love, forget her because you will marry the girl I like and our company gains something and I am sure you will leave her because you are CEO of the company and you too think about your company's profit just like me so think all these are some kind of deal for us and-” he said and in his extremely professional tone as if I was one of his fucking client.

“ BUT, I AM NOT A FUCKING INHUMAN LIKE YOU DAD! I HAVE MY FUCKING SHITTY EMOTIONS AND DAMN! FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP INVOLVING YOUR SON'S FUTURE WITH YOU OWN DAMN COMPANY. I HAVE FEELING LIKE LOVE AND HAPPINESS AND SHE IS MY HAPPINESS AND PEACE AND NO WAY I AM LEAVING HER.” I shouted as I couldn't control anymore. I felt suffocated and neglected. I could hear my heart racing, my breath fastening and my eyes burning. 

“ Mr. Avinaash Kumar Suryavanshi, I repeat my words - I don't like anyone talking in between my words, and the next time I won't repeat myself. This is your last warning .” He said in his authoritative tone and I composed myself. He is my father and I can't disrespect him.

But he needs to fucking understand that I am not his slave or his employee whom he can order and torcher. 

He can't impose his decisions on me.

I can't leave her. She is mine. Only mine.

“ Yes, so… where I was?....Oh yeah…So even after your engagement if you do not leave her then you know that I am capable enough to know her live location and send my men to make her understand to leave you. And if the boyfriend is like this then the girlfriend will also disagree with leaving you. And you know it very well, that my men hate disobedience and they love giving punishments ... .so for your mistake she might suffer a lot…including death maybe. So, think carefully. You have 2 hours to inform me of your decision, and if you take more time then I will take it as a ‘yes’ to the contract marriage from your side.” he got up from his seat and left the cabin.

My eyes widened and my throat was burning. My lips quivered and my hands were shaking. The mere thought of her being hurt shook me to the core. The imagination of tears of pain in her eyes and cuts and bruises on her body made my eyes forced close. It hurts. It hurts too much. It feels like someone is stabbing me on my chest.

No. I can't let her get hurt. I can't harm her. I can't let anyone touch her. She is mine. Only mine. I have to do this marriage for her sake. For her safety. For her well-being. For her security. For her smile. I have to sacrifice my emotions for making her life safe and peaceful .

But…but how will I face her? How will I tell her that I am going to marry someone else? Afterall, I promised her that I will marry her. I have to talk to her. I have to tell her my condition. She has to know everything. She has the right to know everything. But what if she misinterprets everything? What if she starts hating me? What if she never kisses me or never hugs me? 

And moreover, what if she hurts herself?

She is sensitive and if she gets to know that I am sacrificing myself for her sake then she will become too emotional to be controlled. No, I need to make my girl strong and for that I have to make her hate me. I have to break her heart and kill our love to save her from being killed.

I got up but immediately felt weak on my knees. I was going to fall but somehow I managed to balance by holding the table edge. I started walking, determination visible in my walk but hopelessness and misery in my eyes. Afterall, I am going to lose my jaan today. 

(Life)


I asked one of the servants about my FATHER'S *sarcastically* present location to which she replied that he is now fucking one of her friend who is also a servant just because he is STRESSED. She told me to wait in the meeting room in a shaky voice. Is she crying? Of Course yes,who will not cry if he/she gets to know that their bestie is getting raped. 

I went to the meeting room and my Father came out from his personal bedroom after 5 minutes. 

He doesn't have stamina or what? Just fucked for 20 minutes? Or everything is lost while doing conspiracy 

What else do u expect from a 65 years old man. My inner voice mocked. 

He gave me a dangerous stare and went towards the washroom and came back after a good 10 minutes.

“ Yes son! Tell me, what is your final decision?” he said with a sarcasm in his voice and I felt like punching him after hearing the word ‘son’ from his mouth.

“ I have agreed to this contract marriage 

Mr.Roop Narayan Suryavanshi.” I said in a cold voice and he smirked with amusement on his face.

“Antony!” He called loudly and a man came in front of him.

“ Start the arrangements of Avinaash’s engagement and inform our future Bahu's parents too.” he said and I fisted my hands and closed my eyes to control my anger.

(Daughter-in-law)

That bahu term was supposed to be for my Rudrani only .

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