tw: mention of suicide
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"i'm happy that you and-"
"Jeongin! please go inside now, your uncles will be here soon."
"ok appa! see you later dad!"
"Minnieeee! i was just telling him stories from when we were younger" the older pouted at the puppy like boy.
"Chan you should really start to let go from the past"
"how could i? everything i did back then was people watching. also you talk about it like i'm some kind of suicidal person, which i am not"
"not anymore, Chris, not anymore"
the older softly looked up to his lover, who just stared in the distance.
"exactly, because you came and saved me"
the younger scoffed, looking down at his shoes, being slightly flustered.
"i only told you that it'll be better sometime soon"
"that's correct, and a little while later we went on our first date"
"i guess we did" Seungmin replied still being flustered.
"but now, come on we gotta go inside and greet our guests"
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"Oh and Changbin do you remember when you asked out that girl- what was her name again?" Chan started looking around the table for someone telling him the name.
"Ryujin! Ryujin!" Jisung screamed already excited about teasing Changbin after Chan finished telling his little story.
"right Ryujin! so remember when you asked her out and then she told you she's actually gay AND has a girlfriend and a week or so later you asked out HER girlfriend Yeji"
"oh please don't remind me" Changbin whined, hiding his face in embarrassment.
"i mean we all had a good laugh afterwards, even Yeji and Ryujin laughed about it"
"you know that doesn't make anything better" the boy with black curly hair mumbled into his palm.
"you think?" the blue haired male asked obviously teasing the other.
"Sungie~ that's enough" a hand belonging to an angel-like boy found its place onto the just the qoukka-like guy's shoulder.
"alright guys" the oldest started "i'll be right back"
no one had noticed how he sunk into his thoughts while Jisung and Changbin teased each other.
Yeji was Hyunjin's sister. I wonder how she's doing...i haven't talked to her since it happened...oh how i wished it wouldn't have happened...oh how i wish i could've saved them...Minho...i wonder how his sister Chaeryeong is doing...i also haven't talked to her since it happened...
"he's been in his head a lot lately hasn't he?" the blonde asked looking at the brown with blond haired boy with a look of pity.
"oh and how he's been" the mentioned sighed, looking at the Chan back with sadness and love lingering in his eyes.
"i should go after him" he said standing up, walking in the same direction his love just did.
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"you've been thinking about it again, right?"
"I can't just stop, my mind always finds connections to it" the older said sighing in frustration.
the other just looked at him, thinking about what to say next.
"you should start thinking about the happy things that happened, you've got Changbin back, Jilix got together, we got together, we-, well i got Jeongin"
"i know but my mind just doesn't stop and i feel like maybe it was the end of the story, and i just cannot think about anything past that."
"Chan, it was definitely not the end of the story, if it would've been that way we wouldn't even have met, you're getting tunnel vision"
he looked over to chan who quietly sat himself on the lawn, joining him a few moments later.
"even though it sounds somewhat really sad but that is just the way the world works and unfortunately fate chose these two for such a tragic story, but, no matter how cliche it may be, they'll always be with you"
both had their eyes stuck on some lights in the distance, consumed by their own thoughts.
"thank you, Minnie"
"no need to thank me, as i always say that's just the way the world works but i think that it could work for you and me just wait and see it was not the end of the story"
"still thank you...and i love you"
his gaze travelling down to a specific spot on the lawn.
"i love you too"
the other replied, his eyes fixating the same spot.
both having tears welling up in their eyes looking at the inscription on the headstones.
Hwang Hyunjin Lee Minho
*20.03.2000. *25.10.1998.
†01.01.2017. †01.01.2017.
and even when they couldn't feel love, they'd make sure everyone around them did.
May they rest in peace.
The End
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the story - seungchan
RandomBang Chan was a very observant person when he was younger and loves to tell stories about his youth to others. Seungmin met Bang Chan when they were younger and he would always tell him the same. He always says something along the lines; "I think th...
