2days later
Ammas p.o.v
We're still at mum and dads and a lot has happened with me and Niall including been separated by my dad and him been sent home yesterday .
I do miss him a lot but a jordin went aswell . I don't even know why .
Ping.Ping.Ping
DjT-I miss you
DjT-do you miss me ?
DjT-It's hell here
DjT-did you know I couldn't cook?
Me-I did know you couldn't cook reason I didn't let you dummy
DjT-but I want food
How am I supposed to live now?
You helped me survive
NOW your lettin me DIE
You little bish
Me-Tilly ur so spoilt -_-
DjT-I give up !im coming back
See ya in about 3 hours bish
Me-but Tii...
Your a star you deserve to be there
DjT-I'm getting bullied how about that .
Everyone hates me .
I'm just that new kid who thinks he's all that.
Don't answer ..but I'm coming back
I just sat there dumbfounded because my best friend the one who got me through bullying is telling me that he's getting bullied . Do people even have a life ? Do they know how it feels to be cost antsy bullied ? Do they know how low their pitting themselves?
My eyes drifted slowly to sleep only to be woken up by a beep from my fine I wonder who it is probably niall or summit .
DjT-I'm in the guestroom 6pm
DjT-your parents house 6:30pm
DjT-you need to show me round Italy too 7:30pm
Nialler :I don't think we should be in a relationship I'm not in the place where I need a girlfriend right now it's not you it's me I'm sorry -_-
to:djT-I need you
Djt-be there in a matter of seconds tweeny
I woke up to the sound of music playing .I don't even know if it's possible but it was Tillys song I wonder if one of the boys know or maybe ...
My eyes shot open remembering the conversation I had with my best friend was he actually being for real ? Is he really coming here ..All this emotion and I can still think what advice would Luca give to him ? What would he say ?
I decided to go take a walk to clear my head maybe then I could think and process every thing I mean we are here for a reason to celebrate the life of the best big brother ever and to morn his death . It's not easy a girl needs her older brother on this life I just wonder how people do it . How they get through things like this without worrying without having to sit down and think this is my life now.
Getting dressed was a bother could I even be arsed to find anything suitable ? No is the answer I just need to get out of here before the river called my tears starts flowing .
*knock *knock *knock
"Hey Benjamin "
Ben has this thing , he Hates people using his full name says it doesn't sound like him but he knows I won't stop .😂
He cringed as he looked at me and replied "don't call me that ...anyways where are you going?"
"Places " the simple answer that always got to me but the ones I use and always use , he didn't question me as I left but just said I have a visitor waiting for when I come back and when I did I saw my best friend the one that could get me through this .
"TILLYYYY" I wouldn't be s uprising if his ears blew off but oh how I missed him
"Hey babe " hmm him and tryna be cool when he already is (at times ) but after that we just basically ate some time icecream and we all watched movies but everyone had to sleep early when I say had i mean none of us wanted it to get to 12am while they were awake .
Because ...
Tomorrow is the day Luca Divinchie died 😭😷
