Katsuki's POV:
I sit in bed next to izuku, tears roll down my face silently as I scroll on my phone trying to forget what happened. I feel bad for worrying him so much.. I.. I can't believe I put all of my friends and family through so much trouble.. I finally get the courage to speak to izuku. "I'm..sorry.." I sputter out quietly "hm?.." he replies back "Sorry." I say a little louder. I play with my hands nervously fidgeting.Authors note: (hey guys!! Sorry for not posting since... Forever ago... I want to try to make more chapters. Sorry they are so cringy 💀 I am literally thirsty for angst... So I'm trying to make filler chapters too!)
Izuku's POV:
Kacchan says something quietly "hm?.." I reply before he apologizes again. "It's fine." I say softly given his hand a reassuring squeeze and going back to my phone. I scroll through tiktok before seeing one of those "take a break videos" sighing, I put my phone down unsure of what to do. "What do you want to do?" I ask him "idk" he replies putting his phone down. "Maybe we could go get snacks at the store and have a movie night!" I say excitedly "mhm" is all he says back, -I wonder what's up with him.. I know I was kinda rude but.. He could atleast make an effort to socialize- I think before instantly regretting it -fuck.no.thats rude.. - I get up and we put on our shoes, opening the door and heading to the store.Third person POV:
Both of the boys get a cart and fill it with popcorn, drinks, candy, and other yummy treats. They pay and head back to the dorms. Before finding a movie and settling down the movie goes on for a few hours and after finishing their food katsuki heads over to his own dorm, then goes to sleep.THE NEXT MORNING
Katsuki's POV:
I go to bed, then wake up to the sound of my alarm clock blaring once again. -ughhh!!! Fuck this shit- I think to myself before changing into my clothes, doing my morning routine and heading to class. The day was boring, (as usual.) but soon enough the bell rings for lunch. I sit next to my friends and eat my lunch. "Sooo watchu thinkin about bakubro?!" kiri responds waiting for my response "death." I say smirking and quickly realizing none of them thought it was funny. "I'm joking dumbasses." I say annoyed. "That's not funny.. You shouldn't joke about that." they all start criticising me per usual. "Take a fucking joke" I start to get mad and yell -why are they always ganging up on me?! Im so tired of it- I think to myself watching them go on and on about that one thing I said. "This is why i never talk to you guys! I'm so sick of this." I say angrily, getting up from the table quickly and heading to the bathroom. I hear all of their voices get quieter and quieter as I stomp away. I sit in a locked bathroom stall fuming with angry. "FUCK." I yell kicking the stall door angrily and punching it with rage. After I was done punching and kicking I sat back down, tears streaming down my face, as I stare at my bloody bruised hands unfazed. The bell rings. "I don't want to go to class." I sigh getting up and going to the sink to wash my hands off and use water on my face. After making sure I looked like I wasn't crying I bandage up my hands and then tiredly walk to class sitting down while everyone stared at me. "And what makes you think you can just walk into my class 20 minutes late without explanation?" Aizawa says in a grim tone. I don't respond. "Bakugou. I'm talking to you." he says annoyed. Everyone stares watching and waiting for me to say something "fuck off." I say softly. Deku and some other extras gasp loudly "excuse me?" aizawa asks me. "You heard me." I snap back at him harshly. "Get out of my class and go to the hall." aizawa points to the door and I get up, slam my desk away from me, grab my bag, and stomp out to the hall angrily. "Fuck all of you guys." I yell and slam the door.Third person POV:
Katsuki leaves as everyone starts whispering about what happened. Aizawa sighs apologizing for the class being disrupted and then excuses everyone for a free work period until the bell rings. Meanwhile, katsuki is sitting in the hall close to tears, he waits for aizawa outside. After everyone leaves the classroom aizawa calls katsuki into his class. Katsuki comes into the class praying he won't break out in anger, or tearsAizawa's POV:
Katsuki walks into the room, -he looks so anxious- I think to myself as he sits across from me. "So. What was that about? Hm?" I say staring at him. But he doesn't respond. -He looks like he's holding things back. I just need to know what.- I look at his hands, "why are your hands bandaged? What happened." I ask "nothing." is all he says back. "Hey. What's wrong katsuki? I just want to help you" I ask and he breaks down. He starts sobbing, hiding his face in his hands embarrassed I get up and hug him as he sobs, and when he's down he shuts down.. -there goes my answer. How will I ever be able to help him he keeps shutting down I need to find out what's wrong so I can help..- I think, and he excuses himself from the room with a nod leaving. After a few minutes. I have my next class to teach, and I go on with my day, still wondering what happened to katsuki.Katsuki's POV:
I start sobbing in front of aizawa. Breaking down -like the weak little bitch I am.- I think to myself after shutting down. I excuse myself from the room and head to my next class. English. -I hate how loud present mic is. I always flinch when he raises his voice, even though he's not mad or anything.- I just need to get through this class. Then I'll be done for the day.. The class is definitely a long one. Everyone who was in homeroom that's in the class with me is staring. I try to pretend I can't see them but I get even more anxious. My leg bounces up and down and I just want to get out. Finally the class ends. I'm free at once. I quickly try to head to my dorm and I see shitty hair out of the corner of my eye. "Fuck" I whisper to myself and I start walking faster hoping he wouldn't catch up I was wrong. He starts jogging over to me and I start sprinting to my door. He catches up to me right when I reach the door handle, turning me to him and cornering me "Katsuki!" he says as I try to squirm away from him.Kirishima's POV:
I see bakubro and start walking over to him, I smile but he tries walking faster, after a while I'm a fast jog and I finally catch up to him cornering him while he tries to get away "katsuki!" I say holding him "why are you acting like this?.. Are you okay?" I ask as he looks like he wants to cry. I look down and see his bandaged hands "what happened?" I ask concerned, but he just stares at the ground, tears slowly roll down his cheeks. I want to try and help, but he looks like he doesn't want me to know.. So I leave him alone.
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FanfictionBakugou has been struggling with an eating disorder and self-harm. Kirishima finds out and tries to help the Angry teen boy Warning: Self-harm, Eating disorders, suicide, mature scenes