Your mine~ Don't forget that. (BakuKiri)

10- I don't want to lose you.

Katsuki's POV:
I open the door to my room locking it, and sit on my floor. -that was too close..- I think to myself, then, all of the sudden my phone makes a notification noise, I pick it up to see who it was. -shitty hair..? Why did he write me a while paragraph?- I think as I read it. It read:"I'm sorry for scaring you with my questions, I really care about you and I want to make sure your ok. I'm really worried.. I don't want to lose you.. Katsuki.. I love you sm and I really want you to trust me. But I know that takes time, and I'm sorry I tried to push you to tell me. I just want to apologize again.. Ttyl.." -kirishima...- I think to myself sobbing. -I'm such a shitty person. I keep letting him down.- out of pure sadness and anger I go into my bathroom open my box of blades and roll of my sleeves. I cut myself a few times and bandage them. Then, I go to my bed and reset my self harm timer it says. "Do you want to reset your sober date?.." and I pick yes. I set down my phone. And fall asleep.

Kirishima's POV:
I text Katsuki to apologize and then i hear him sobbing in his room (they are right next to each other and izuku is on the other side of katsuki's dorm too) I really want to go and hug him.. But.. I don't want to upset him more. So I get ready for bed, and scroll onto my phone till I finally fall asleep. The next morning. I get up and get ready for school, then I eat breakfast, and head into my class. Not too long after I see katsuki walk into the class, he has a numb look on his face, he looks so tired.. I watch him slowly sit down. He doesn't even curse or get mad at anyone like what usually happens. -I wonder what happened..- I think to myself. Mr aizawa starts teaching, but the only thing I can pay attention to is katsuki. I watch katsuki's movements throughout the whole class and once class ends I go up to him. "Kat..." I say, he turns to face me, but just stares at our shoes. "Hm?.." is all he gets out. "How..How are you?.." I ask "m'fine." he says back. The conversation stays dry for the majority, he looks so tired and I don't want to bug him but my instincts kick in and i hug him tightly -I hope this was the right choice..- I think. But then he wraps his arms around me too and I hear a small whimper. "It's okay Kat.. I'm here.. I'm here for you." I say, trying to reassure him. After a few minutes he wipes his eyes and nose with his sleeve. "Don't you dare f-fuckin tell anyone about this." he says angrily getting really close to me -I don't understand why he's acting like this. I thought me and him we're fine. And then he does this.- "Bakubro. No offense.. But are you really going to act like this after I helped you, comforted you?. I want to help, and you seem like you want it too.. But.. Then you do this. And.. I just don't understand.." I say to him. His expression softens with guilt. 

Katsuki's POV:
After class kiri tries to talk to me, then he hugs me. And I start to sob.. -stop being so fucking weak.- I think to myself. Afterwards, all I can say is."Don't you dare f-fuckin tell anyone about this" I don't know what else to say to him but that. He didn't take that well though..and starting questioning why I said that. His words hit me hard, and I feel guilty. My expression softens. I don't know what else to say so I walk away trying not to cry. A few minutes later. I go into "the trusty bathroom stall" the one that's always there when I need it. I pull out my pocket knife and start cutting again. -if kirishima doesn't find out.. I'll be fine- I think as I make 30 more cuts on each arm. I don't bother putting more bandages on and just head to my class "English." I say out loud reminding myself while walking there. I finally open the door and sit down right as the bell rings. Present mic has something to say about that "BAKUGOU KATSUKI! NEXT TIME LEARN TIME MANAGEMENT BEFORE WALKING INTO MY CLASS!" He says with his quirk activated. I flinch at his words pouting, -I don't want to be in this fucking class.- I think as everyone is still laughing at his joke. I honestly don't think it's funny at all. Present mic finishes teaching us something stupid that I already knew all the answers to. Deku keeps staring at me just like kirishima did so I hope he doesn't try to talk to me. That would be fucking annoying. The class finally ends and just as I thought deku tries to walk over to me. I pretend I can hear or see him and try to walk away, I go to the rooftop and what do you know. He fucking followed me there. "Kacchan..!" he yells for me to stop and I stop, and turn to him. "What do you want deku?." I spat back at him. "How are you lately..?" he asks -enough with these fucking questions. I'm fine..- I think before answering "I'm fine deku. Leave me alone." he obviously doesn't believe me but i don't care.

Izuku's POV:
Kacchan seems different. -I want to help him.. And I want to know what happened.- I think to myself as I follow him to the rooftop. "Kacchan..!" I yell at him so he'll stop, and he turns around to ask me what I want. "How are you lately?" I ask, and his expression changes in a bad way. His eyes look numb even when he's trying to act rude and get me away from him, it feels like he's not there. Even when he's standing infront of me. "I'm fine deku. Leave me alone" he says in a rude tone. I don't believe him though. He's not fine and I need to know why. I need to help him..

Authors note:
HELLOOOOO!!! sorry this is a shorter chapter.. I tried my best but idk.. Im still trying to fight the urge not to make a whole 'nother book because I hate this one.. >~< but y'know! :3 see you guys in the next chapter!