Your mine~ Don't forget that. (BakuKiri)

1- Im not a monster!!

Bakugou's POV:

I stare at a wall in my dorm *Sigh* it's currently 6 am and I can't sleep My wrists and legs hurt from the burns and cuts I made on them last night due to a breakdown and Im overall just tired. Tired of living, Tired of Not being able to sleep, Tired of the constant nightmares, And tired of my life. I decide to get out of my bed, I get out my uniform and clean boxers and head to my bathroom to take a shower I put the water as hot as it can go. I take off my clothes and get into the shower, Making faces from the water burning my skin. -It hurts but I like it..- I think to myself. I hop out of the shower and put on my uniform, without the dumbass tie of course. I brush my teeth and get ready for school, at this point, it was 7:30 am I put on my headphones, a plain black color. I listen to music while sitting at my desk, then I do some homework too. I check my phone -8:15..I better get to class- I think to myself while putting on my backpack and walking to my class I turn off my headphones before getting all the way to class, All I can hear are students being rude and talking about me. "Your weak" -that's a common one.- "No one likes you" -I don't care- "you are a monster!" -that kinda hurts..- I think to myself while walking into my class. it's now 8:22 am I sit on my chair putting my feet onto the desk "Bakugou! this is very unacceptable! and rude!" Iida yells at me "Oi Shut the hell up Four Eyes! I don't give a fuck." I yell back at him as the bell rings. A familiar dead-looking teacher walks through the door "You guys will be training today go get your training suits on and then head to the training grounds." Sensei says as all the students exit the class -shit..I hope no one sees the cuts..- I think as I walk to the locker rooms. I wait for almost everyone to leave the locker rooms and try to change quickly and get out "Hey Bakubro!" Shitty hair says "What the fuck do you want shitty hair?" I say finishing and putting on my pants quickly hoping he didn't see my cuts "Wanna train together?!" He says doing a very cute happy grin -No..It was fucking ugly! it wasn't cute get your thoughts together katsuki!- I think to myself "No shitty hair. There's no way in hell I'd train with you!" I say walking out of the locker room

Kirishima's POV:

Bakubro has been acting very strange lately..He spaces out more, and I've been noticing burn marks and cuts on him. -I hope they aren't what I think they are- I think to myself while walking over to him "Hey bakubro!" I say excitedly "What the fuck do you want shitty hair?" He says putting on his pants quicker "Wanna train together?!" I say grinning "No shitty hair. There's no way in hell I'd train with you!" he says walking out of the locker room as I follow him out and everyone in the class lines up "Choose your partners, But try and choose someone that you think will help you or benefit your usage of your quirk," Aizawa Sensei says I run up to Bakubro "Bakubro!! wanna work with me?!" I say smiling "No." He says "Please," I say making puppy dog eyes, Not even Sensei can resist them. "Whatever, Im going to beat you anyways," He says as we start fighting, He spaces out which gives me time and I hit him in the leg. "FUCK!" Bakugou says while falling onto the floor, He curls into a ball grabbing his leg "BAKUBRO!" I yelled running up to him panicked "Are you okay?!" I say kneeling over him "I-im fuckin' fine!" He says and tries to stand. He falls over "AGH! FUCKING SHIT!" Bakugou yells angrily he puts his head into his knees while on his side and sobs quietly. I know he's crying because he's mad at himself for not being able to get up.."Hey, It's okay! don't cry.." I say rubbing his back trying to soothe him. Sensei runs over to us after telling everyone to keep training "Bakugou? Are you alright?" He says kneeling down. Bakugou is still sobbing quietly "I-im fuckin' fine!" He tries to yell "Bakubro..your leg is bleeding and you can't stand.. you're not okay.." I say looking him in the eyes "Can you take him to recovery girl?" Sensei says "Yessir." I say helping bakugou up as he limped to recovery girl. She tells him to sit on the bed and as soon as he does that he passes out. -Bakugou..! Is he okay??? What's wrong?!!- I think as he passes out "I-is he okay?" I say worriedly

Third-person POV:

Bakugou had passed out, Kirishima was panicked but recovery girl reassured him that katsuki was going to be fine, Kirishima sits down as recovery girl cuts off Bakugou's pant leg to reveal 60 or more cuts on his leg, "It looks like these were self-inflicted and one of the bigger cuts seemed to have re-opened." Recovery girl says as Kirishima stares in shock. "S-self-inflicted?" Kirishima stutters. "Yes, I'll need to check if there are more so I have to take off most of his clothes, You should get back to class dear," Recovery girl says, "Thank you, ma'am," Kirishima says while going back to class

Bakugou's POV:

I wake up blinded by the bright lights, -what the fuck..Where am I?- I think "oh, you're awake." I hear a voice and sit up quickly. -oh. recovery girl- I think "Why am I not wearing anything?!" I practically yell "Quiet child. I was healing the cuts on your body. And you have boxers on. So you aren't naked" She says glaring at me "You better not fuckin' tell anyone!" I yell "This is your warning. Don't self-harm again, and I won't tell your parents or school authorities" Recovery girl says "I won't." I say But I lied I woke up when school already ended so I head up to my dorm. -I can't fucking believe I got caught, I still have scars from the self-harm, but they are healed now.- I think to myself. -How will I release the pain without self-harming?..- I think to myself As I see my lighter. -maybe I could..-..I think to myself. by the time I could control myself it was too late. I was in my dorm..With the alcohol, cigarettes/vapes, and drugs... I had gotten them from a dealer. and brought them to my dorm. -worth a shot- I think to myself while setting up the vape, I have multiple that I bought and multiple flavors, I try the watermelon one, I had it fully charged already and set up, I take a hit *inhale* *exhale* "Mmm~" I say while smirking "That shit's good" I say

A/N: I don't advise you to vape/smoke/use alcohol underaged/use drugs. But then again It's your life. This chapter is not saying its good to vape or use any or these products in the story/chapter *Fake all* and I don't know a lot about these items, Ive searched a lot about them up, But some are just from my experience and knowledge Tell me if I have gotten anything wrong about these things!

~STORY CONTINUED~

Bakugou's POV:

After a few hits on the vape and a few pills, I felt really high, I hear my door knocking "W-who is it?" I say trying not to stutter or sound weird but I end up giggling at myself "It's Kirishama.." He says. I walk up to the door and unlock it