Death Isn't The End Of Me

Chapter 2 - Note

Elea came into view with a chisel in her hand, She showed me a lovely smile and shoved the chisel in my hands. "I never understood Marlon, you see." I smirked internally because there was a possibility that Marlon just wanted comfort from her and nothing else. She's nice I agree but I didn't know about her while they were dating and that is making me hate every inch of her, call me lunatic but after everything we have seen, faced. I won't be very happy to not know about Marlon. I stood up and showed her small, reassuring smile. "No one really got him but let's just say he has a plan for everything." I said and walked away.

What a perfect girlfriend Marlon was hiding, I thought while walking towards my room. I got under the bed and tried to take the loosen tile out. It didn't take me long, less than 10 minutes. I saw a note, I immediately grabbed it and got out of the bed with it. My eyes stucked on the note, he...what if he wrote something, I don't want to read at all? I don't want to regret this later, that's my only desire. I opened the note and chuckled.

I lost sia, I did but since you are here now, make sure to check father's room. File 222.

222....does father and Marlon always had a plan? Even the number speaks a lot, they knew I was going to be here, they knew.

Was it too much to happen in just a day? I laid down with the note, still in my hand. How? If they knew I was going to be here, they must've known how will I do things... But how come, I myself don't know, with all those thoughts I fell asleep.

I woke up with a knock on my door, I groaned and opened it. Kins stood there with a lovely smile "Do you want to see our neighbour? He's here." ah, so now I have to impress a guy? That's impossible, nath will go crazy if he finds out but I can't avoid this, can I? The answer was already no and there am I, walking towards our dining room. He's apparently going to have dinner with us, I just can't believe my grandparents, we just came and they are inviting a neighbour over? I turned the knob and believe me what I saw must be the best thing, I saw today without any thoughts, I ran towards the neighbour, spreaded my arms and embraced him or he embraced me. "I heard you weren't very happy to talk about your neighbour, have you changed your mind now?" He whispered, his honey like voice fucked me up and I cried, I didn't make any noise but tears were there. "I missed you nath." I spoke through the tears but seems like he couldn't care less, he caressed my back patiently. "You are very nonchalant about this, what if your grandparents see us like this?" He said chuckling, he wanted to hear me say how much I needed him and how much I could ignore everyone to be with him. I pulled away, wiped my tears and sat down on the chair. "We are still on the break " I stated, I can't distract myself, atleast not now, I've come so far to go back. He nodded and sat infront of him, maybe he was hurt but I couldn't understand him, he wore a poker face. Grandparents came with a huge smile on their face, grandma immediately said after seeing nath. "He's the guy, Sia." I nodded and smiled a bit, how was I supposed to tell them that the guy they are trying to set me up with, is already my boyfriend who I took a break with.

— Galen's pov

I entered the dining room and what I saw was indeed a surprise. Sia with her boyfriend or ex, I'm not sure but from the look on kins face they must have hugged or kissed. Sia never told anyone about their relationship but the eyes speak louder than words. I sat down beside sia and kins beside nath, as soon as mother entered she gasped and hugged Nathan. “How have you been dear?” she muttered, to which Nathan just smiled and said okay or something, I couldn't read his lips well. I sighed as grandfather sat infront of me and grandmother put the plates. I started eating immediately and I wonder what happened? If I'm not wrong, Sia never saw nath again after lon ran away, then why now? They touched eachother, now. Why? And if they did, why are they still pretending. I am not sure, I'll never be.

After all those useless conversation about nath, I was done eating, after few minutes, I stood up without any words, I went towards my room. So, nathan is exactly like Marlon but he just got sia on his fingers, how? I don't know, why? I don't know, when? I don't know. I know nothing but one thing is for sure. Cassia is in love, Cassia Anderson is badly in love with Nathan Hamilton. I never knew the girl whom I respected the most for not showing her feelings is now trapped inside the hell. What I need right now is anything just not sleep, I thought and so I went to take a walk outside, it wasn't very dark yet but I wouldn't say it wasn't dark at all. I saw nath and sia sitting together in the hall, they didn't look at eachother but what's the use? They are in love, no one can deny that. I sat down near the lake that was infront of our house.  I feel bad for sia, if I'm being completely honest, the only reason she was powerful was because she didn't have anyone to show her vulnerable side to but now she got him. Nathan ruined sia, I can't hate him, I surely can't but he fucked her up.

“Erik. you didn't give me the chance last time” I looked at the owner of the voice and honestly he wasn't the one I expected to come. I raised my brows “Im not interested” I said and looked back at the lake, I felt him sit down beside me, he chuckled. “You forgot me, wife.” shit I thought he forgot but he didn't. Why the fuck all the bad things are happening as soon as we came here. “The fuck's wrong with you.” I exclaimed. He looked at me with his grey eyes that were shining, he smiled a little and whispered. “You made me gay and now you are running away?” That was it for me, I stood up angrily and annouced “Don't show me your face ever again motherfucker. We were just kids, can't you move on? It's not my mistake you are gay” Ofcourse it's not my mistake, I'm not gay, he is the one who's gay! “Kids? You sucked my tongue like no adult has ever, lenny.” Yes, we kissed but that was like ages ago, I was just 15 and I wanted experience, he said he'll help me and that was the worst decision of my life. “You said it was only to help me, what's wrong with you now?” I replied, although I was very mad right now. “Right but now I need your help. Can you help me?” He pleaded and I..I nodded because it's only fair right? He helped me and I should help him, that's the rule. “Okay, what is it?” I said because there was no way out of this expect this, if I want him to get away, I need to help him. He smiled and spoke “I'll tell you when it's the right time but till then don't avoid me, lenny” And I don't know what is getting into me but I agreed, I agreed and walked towards my house, I entered and laid down on my bed. Why? I am not gay, I'm not gay. I kissed girls too, it's just he's the first one I kissed so I have respect for him nothing else. It's just a fucking distraction, I'm not gay. I can't be..right?

I opened my eyes as I felt someone laying down beside me, she slowly wrapped her arms around my waist, rested her head on my chest. My hands went naturally and caressed her neck, I whispered “Good night, kins.” to which I felt her smile, She whispered “Good night, lenny.” ... And now I'm fucked up, everytime someone will call me Lenny that motherfucker will appear in this fucked up mind of mine.