summary: you feel like Joe isn't over his ex and never actually loved you
a/n: i'm so sorry if you have any of the names used 😭😭
requested: yes
warnings: insecure reader, and self damaging thoughts. Also super fluffy.
wc: 3.9k
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You hadn't been feeling the best this week. You and Joe had been dating the past 10 months and you never had any reason to feel insecure about your relationship.
Even the internet trolls who claimed you were just a rebound or a backup didn't know anything about your guy's life to make those comments and it never affected you. You were very secure in your relationship with Joe until today.
This week one of Joe's childhood friends is getting married. You were very excited about it. You could finally incorporate yourself into Joe's world. It was supposed to be a nice week for you but then you got the pleasant surprise of meeting his ex-girlfriend at the wedding rehearsal dinner.
Joe had mentioned her before. Her name was Jules. They were both childhood best friends that didn't date until college. They had broken up so she could focus on her modeling career and that they were just better off as friends. He never really said more than that. He didn't feel like any of the details were necessary for you to know. You understood that and you respected him enough to not ask for more information.
You tried not to be a jealous girlfriend but you couldn't help yourself. She was gorgeous. You had searched her up before on the internet but a google image didn't do her justice. She was a model, she had a body you would have killed to have, her hair was long and voluminous, she had the most beautiful blue-green eyes and to make matters worse she was super kind and sweet.
You had no reason to hate her and the fact that her presence made you feel so insecure wasn't a valid one. You swore Joe's eyes linger on her a bunch of times throughout the dinner but maybe again it was just your imagination. You tapped your stomach as you looked up at the ceiling, your fingers fidgeting as you tried to shake these thoughts away.
Joe walked into the hotel room. He smiled as he saw you laying down on your back as you looked up at the ceiling. The ac seemed to have been blasting the entire day because when he sat down the sheets were really cool and fresh.
"Hey baby." Joe leaned over to give you a forehead kiss. You smiled as you felt his warm lips. The feeling gave you an overwhelming sense of comfort.
"Hey" You manage to mutter back. Joe had just gotten back from hanging out with his best friend Asher, the groom for tomorrow's wedding and he failed to notice your weird mood as he began to speak.
"You should have seen how nervous Asher is, me and Owen had to calm him down. I hope he's okay tomorrow." Joe says as he gets comfortable and lays down next to you.
