His mind begins to berate him for being such an idiot, for falling in love with his best friend. Because of course it had to be Martyn, it's always Matryn. Why does he get himself into these situations?!
As he sits there, his mind starts to wander and fantasise about Scott (who else?). All he wanted was to cuddle him, kiss him, give him all the love and affection that he could ever need. But it simply couldn't be, Scott loved Jimmy.
Tears begin to roll down Martyn's cheeks, much to his own surprise. Did he really want Scott that badly? I mean of course he wanted him but to the point that he was crying? It didn't make sense, he recognised a long time ago that he could never have him. So why couldn't he just move on and accept it?
He sits there crying, when he gets a text from Scar: "I'm hosting a party tomorrow, hope to see ya :)"
Martyn sent a quick reply of "I'll be there" before resuming his tears and wondering why on earth he agreed to that...
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Longing... (mean gills au)
Fanfiction(cover art by Cherrifire) Ever since limited life, Martyn has had a massive crush on Scott but now they're back home and Scott barely knows that he exists...
