(Scott pov, flashback to just after double life)
Scott couldn't believe it, his husband, gone! Jimmy didn't have to team with his soulbound, and definitely didn't have to fall in love with him! How could he do this to Scott? He loved him...right?
"Well apparently not" Thought Scott, pacing around his bedroom "fucking liar"
But as angry as Scott was, there was no real rage, just heartbreak. The man he loved, ran off just because a game mechanic told him to, honestly. I mean, you'd be upset if the man you dedicated your short life to, mourned and cried over just took off like none of that meant anything!
So Scott does what he did when Jimmy died, what he does in most situations actually, and cried. He cried and cried and cried.
Eventually a new season rolled around and Scott teamed with Martyn. Blonde, check. Dumb, check. Funny, check. Just his type. Sure he liked Martyn but he just couldn't forget Jimmy, his Jimmy. He just couldn't bring himself to love another, no matter how much his heart wanted to. He was just too scared of heartbreak...
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Longing... (mean gills au)
Fanfic(cover art by Cherrifire) Ever since limited life, Martyn has had a massive crush on Scott but now they're back home and Scott barely knows that he exists...
