On the side (DISCONTINUED)

Think

Wiyim POV
📍One of Jakari's Traps
12:00pm

Im getting sick of hiding out at the trap. These past few weeks been hard as hell for me and my baby. Going to school been even worse. Everyone staring at me , clowning me and shi. So what I'm pregnant? Shoot me. Like mind yours and stfu. Plus, my nudes got leaked last week which made it worser.

Shawn and them niggas been laughing at me, tryna make passes at me. Guess now they know I ain't a virgin no mo', all of a sudden, this coochie for free and for everyone. Trifling ass niggas. I wish Saint could stop acting like a bitch and just take me back.

I've been so lonely these days with no one to talk to and Trell ain't exactly helpful. He always want something, I asked him for advice last week and he ask me what's in it for him? Like really nigga. I ain't even gon front, I miss my girls so much, Lana don't even wanna look at me and Thembe treat me like a complete stranger.

I get jealous everytime I see 'em at our old table cutting it up. I wonder what's going on in the lives, I ease dropped a lil and Lana got a new roster and Thembe got a promise ring from Harlem. I feel like I'm missing so much from the lives, I regret dogging them out like that but dang you could've at least gave a bitch a date and time.

I brush away all them negative thoughts as I get ready to head over to my old crib to try and convince Ja to let me stay. I ain't getting rid of my baby but I ain't showing that much so he'll never know. I prepared about the whole pregnancy test thing. I got one of the guys to give me some of they pee in exchange fo some head.

What? He was cute so I thought why not. Prolly shouldn't have let him record tho. I grab the lil cup and stuff it in my bra before I put on my tracksuit and head out, before I dip I check myself out in the mirror a lil bit. My ass got a lil fatter, this baby doing me good. I quickly get down the steps and see Trell and a couple niggas chopping it up in the kitchen.

"I'm heading out T!" I shout out. He gives me a lil nod before getting back to his conversation. I give one of my lil yh yhs a lil wave before dipping. I lock the door and rush over to the bus top. My bus in 2mins and I can't miss it. If I do, imma just go back to the house cause I know the next one will be in like twenty sumin minutes.

Luckily, I catch the bus and a few moments later, I arrive at my old crib. My lil boo thang told me Ja prolly gon be at home since Dime and him are preparing to launch they attack in a few days. I'm glad they still going through with it. All them niggas gotta go, I love Saint but fuck him and his crew for what he did to 63rd.

I fix my hair and wipe my face a lil bit ready to shoot him puppy eyes. He don't wanna admit it but he fold when he see 'em. I knock on the door and a few seconds later, someone come to unlock it. The door flys open mad aggressive and all, and it's Dime. Makes sense. "What cho ho ass want? Ain't Ja tell you not to come back?"

I roll my eyes at his lil two cents " where my brother at Dime?" After I said that, his face changed and went stoic. He kept walking further to me making me walk further back. "Chill..." he moving kinda scary rn. I look around to see if anyone watching in case he do sumin to me. I want witnesses around.

He cocked his head stepping closer to me. I stay backing up hoping he'll stop coming closer. My heart start beating like crazy and I hold my stomach, he must've noticed me getting all nervous and protecting my baby cause he gets to laughing. "Thought you was gon get rid of it."

Shit."I did. You just getting me a lil scared. Got my stomach churning. Can you back up a lil?" He nods slowly making me think he ate it up "you quick on yo feet with it. I like that." Fuck he knows. "Watchu mean?" He gets to laughing at me before getting all serious "I ain't stupid ho. Neither is Trell. You really think he wouldn't tell us"