꧁•˙𝑆𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒˙•꧂ Furina

shocking myself

I came back to my room
it seemed darker than it usually is

As I watched the people of fontaine playing and talking to each other so happy and carefree
And here I am I have to think about todays stuff and out it in my journal so I know I am not making anything up if I or anyone ever doubt myself

The nightmare, then the deal, the parade
"Ughh so much stuff to think about, when will I get a break?"
I said thinking out loud

It's weird how im forced to pretend to be everything but me huh? 

People often think I'm naive, gulible, and childish but I like to keep them thinking that way

Little did they know I'm investigating on our former archon, both Focalor and Egeria
I found out quite a lot from ancient books and Neuvillete he seemed shocked that I became interested in something so.. 'Out if character '

But why am I thinking about such sad stuff I am the hydro archon and I just closed a wonderful deal
The people will love this idea and they'd be so happy, maybe she'd also be proud of me and not regret letting me pretend to be her

Then I heard knocking on the door
"Furina somebody had asked me to give you this invite" Estelle said opening the door.
I immediately closed my journal and took the letter.
"Thank you Estelle you may be dismissed"
I really did not want to go to another party where I was pretty much an unpaid performer.
Well I'm technically always am I thought
Are we the audience to a performance, or are we the performers being watched for somebody's entertainment
entertainment?

That's always a question I always ask myself because the answer might destroy our world but who am I to hace say I'm pretending to be someone who broke the rules of tevyat

When I was looking through my documents I suddenly saw the fatui document again and got reminded to write back to them.
How tho?