DEPRESSED LOVE ² - Mattheo Riddle

‧⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ chapter five

･ﾟﾟ It's my problem, it's my problem
if I feel the need to hide .・゜

[Instagram & iMessage]

@mattheoriddle posted a story
added to my everything

wifey

mattheo
hey, love. Are you okay? How's
everything over there, the three
of us miss you  so much

mattheo
do you still need some space?
it's okay, I've got everything under
control here, we just miss you

wifey
hey, everything is fine and
I hope you don't have any trouble?

mattheo
no everything is going good,
just missing you

mattheo
ca we talk now? I know that night
was rough, and I want to make things
right.

mattheo
how about I pick you up and
we grab a coffee and chat?

wifey
I don't know, matty,
It's still a lot to process...

matty
I understand. I just want a chance to
explain and work through this together.

matty
I know my past with my ex makes
you uneasy, but I chose you, Lili.

matty
You're the one I want, it was never her

wifey
it's just hard for me to trust,
she's always been a challenge for us.

matty
I get it, but I can't change the past,
but I'm committed to us.

matty
I know my history with her has caused
issues, and I take responsibility for that.

matty
I want to rebuild your trust, Lili.
Can we meet, just the two of us?

wifey
mattheo, the problem is not trust,
it's my insecurities and I just
need a little time, it's not fair to you

matty
I understand, but I need you to know
that you're the one I love, Lili.

matty
I left my past behind for us, and I wouldn't
risk what we have for anything.

matty
I want to help you, I want to be there
for you like you were for me...

wifey
It's hard, Mattheo. I've always felt
like I'm in competition with her.

matty
I don't want you to feel that way.
I'm here to reassure you.

matty
Let's talk, and you can tell me
everything that's on your mind.

wifey
okay yeah but I'm warning you,
I need honesty, no matter how
hard it is.

matty
I promise, Lili. I'll be completely honest.
Let's meet, and we'll take it one step
at a time.

.-.:
380 words
I don't know what the problem is,
but somehow I can only write on
one side, so I did it like this temporarily...

I hope it goes away at some point
and I can carry on as normal 😭

problem finally fixed?

...so don't be surprised if I hopefully
edit it at some point, but I just wanted
to post something!!