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As Yasmere walked me to our classroom, my mind was flooded with emotions and thoughts about how I would handle being in the presence of Remaje, the person who once had a special place in my heart but it's cool, i ain't letting nobody see me sweat, including him.
Me and Remaje had an almost secret relationship, only a few people knew. we were never really public. It still makes me feel some type of way when i think about how bad he did me. He made up a fake lie that i was tryna mess with his homeboy, just to break up with me which is what my gut tells me.
I was so happy with him but he was so tiring to be with. He was controlling and possessive which was already starting to weigh heavy on me. Turns out he was a cheater too. He had a girlfriend the entire time, which scarred me. He was the only person i thought actually gave a fuck about me and whole time this nigga was living a double life.
it was so hard to move on and i'm still not fully healed and over the situation. it's hard to move on from someone who was once a big part of your life. i know what i deserve, i deserve so much more than what he gave and i'm pretty sure he knows that.
What hurt the most though was that the girl was my friend, i found this out because i went venting to her about the break up and i dropped his name and she told me they had been messing with each other for a minute now. Remaje called me everything but a child of god when i told her. i really didn't mean to tell her but him going off on me made a feel so worthless. i was just trying to vent to my friend.
Me and the girl is of course not friends anymore because she acted like she was cool with me until i went on her page one day and i was blocked. So like any other person would do I blocked her back and about two days later she came texting my phone asking why I blocked her as if she didn't block me.
Despite all the pain that situation caused me, I'm grateful for the experience because it taught me valuable lessons about myself and what I deserve in a relationship. I'll probably never forget what he did to me, but i'm still moving forward everyday and finding happiness within myself. I know that I am strong enough to overcome any heartbreak and find someone who truly appreciates me for who I am.
Anyways when me and Yasmere walked into the classroom, i quickly looked around and it was most of the people in my old friend group, including Remaje. Me and him didn't know each other surprisingly, being that we knew the same people. As everyone made their way to look at me. excitement grew on their faces causing my face to soften. A feeling of relief came over me but i was still uncomfortable because remaje was in the room
" oh shi , bitch why you never told me you was back " my old friend, Kennedy said as i sat down beside her and my old friend, Nina. Yasmere took her seat behind Kennedy and put her rose gold beats on. Yasmere was antisocial but we fucked with her. She was definitely somebody to have in your circle because she never had one fake bone in her body.
