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-----------------------------------------------------------------Lexi's P.O.V---
It's Nathan
He sent me a link to some video. I watched it. OH MY GOD. I wanted to die. I felt my stomach just curl up. I was about to puke. I about cried. He created a video, using people acting like me. The person playing me was being a "whore" or so as the caption says and it has over 2,000 views. I didn't know what to do. I ran to my room leaving Ashton in the living room. I went under my covers sobbing. Why would he do that!? What did I do!?
Ashton came running in. When he saw me crying he stopped at the doorway.
---Ashton's P.O.V---
Lexi, she was crying. She was just fine. What happened? Did I say or do something? I instantly run to her holding her close.
"B-babe. Why're you crying? Did I do something?" I ask her.
"No, l-look what n-n-Nathan posted." She says rubbing her nose.
I just gasp. I hold her tightly. God, what the hell is Nathan's deal?! I stayed with Lexi for a few hours but I got called home shortly afterwards. I got home and decided to call Lexi.
She didn't answer.
I called her once more and texted her once.
No answer.
I didn't text her after that. Around 2:00 am I got a text from her mom?
"Hey Ashton, it's Miss.shire. I just wanted to let you no that Lexi is.. In the hospital... She was I guess getting cyber bullied.. And tried over dosing on her medications. Please.. Go see her.. She needs someone. Please."
I just stood there in shock. My girlfriend. Cheesy to say but, my life, could've been, dead. Once I snapped back to reality I rushed to the hospital. Once I got to the hospital and figured out her room number I sprinted to her room.
I finally found it.
She was sleeping.
She looked so peaceful. But deep down I knew she wasn't. I pulled up a chair next to her bed. Her hand was cold, I felt shivers going up my back. I just sat there, staring at her cold pale face. She's still beautiful. She's still my princess. I love her.
---Lexi's P.O.V---
I woke up, in a huge daze. My head was spinning. I woke up and ash was curled in a chair holding my hair. WAIT, he's here! Oh my god. I didn't want him to know. I didn't want him here. What if he feels uncomfortable with me now? What if he leaves me?
"H-hey l-Lexi" he says groaning and stretching out on the chair.
"Mmm, morning." I reply.
"Why?" Fuck. Why'd he have to ask that?
"Ash." I whine.
"Please! I love you so much. I know what's been going on but you tried killing yourself! You almost left me. I couldn't live with myself if I lost you!" He cries.
I hate when he cries. But he's right. I almost left him. I started to cry.
"I'm sorry ash." I say
He didn't say anything, he just pulled me close. We sat there for a hour just holding each other. I even asked myself-
Why?
I finally was released. Those were two, long, I.V filled days.
A week later I find myself on my bed still questioning why I did it. It was only Nathan and his her friends messing with me. The rest of the schools knows me. They know I'm not like that. Why would I let Nathan get to me? Why would I let him win? Just, why? I didn't even know. I'm the one who did it, and i don't even know why. God I'm such an idiot.
That night I didn't hear from Ashton. He's probably getting rest. I should too. I get my pajamas on and roll on my bed. After scrolling through Twitter for an hour my eyes grow heavy and I fall asleep.
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Love Dies
FanfictionLexi and Ashton (from 5sos) have been dating for a year now. Then Nathan moves to town. Their relationship begins to sink. She must choose between Nathan or Ashton.