Secret Identity [ on-hold ]

Chapter 5 : Other side of Nine

Kael's Point of View

Damn. Bakit ang sakit ng ulo ko? I tried my best para bumangon. Pero ... fuck! Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Parang umiikot yung nasa paligid ko. Ano bang nangyari?

"Oh shit. Nag'inuman pala kami kagabi. But what am I doing in my room? Sinong naghatid saakin dito?"

Biglang bumukas ang pinto then pumasok si Mommy.

"Oh gising ka na pala. It's almost 10am."

"What?!" sabi ko then napabangon ako agad. "Ouch!!"

"Tsk. Sino bang may sabing uminom ka huh? Buti nalang mabait si Key at hinatid ka dito."

Oh. So si Key pala ang naghatid saakin dito.

"Ano ba kasing nangyari?"

And sa tanong ni Mommy. Parang nawala yung sakit ng ulo ko. Pero bumalik yung sakit na nararamdaman ng puso ko.

"Break na po kami ni Xyra." sabi ko ng nakayuko.

"I see. So totoo pala yung sinabi ni Key kagabi. Ano bang nangyari?"

"I don't know. She just break up with me."

Before I knew it. Yakap-yakap na ako ni Mommy habang umiiyak ako.

This was the first time I cried because of just a girl.

"Sshh.. Makaka'move-on ka din. Marami ka pang makikilalang babae. Masyado ka pang bata para sa mga ganyang relationship. Maybe she's not the one."

"But mom .. I really really love her. I don't want to end our relationship just like this. Maybe nabigla lang siya. I know she love me. She still do. Mom you know me, kapag ako nagmahal isa lang pero panghabang-buhay."

Natahimik naman si Mom sa sinabi. She just hugged me hanggang sa hindi na ako umiyak. I know masyadong gay ung ginawa. But I really love that girl.

I will get her no matter what. I know that she still love me the way I love her.

***

Nine's Point of View

"Fuck you, bitch!! Don't you ever dare call me slut, boyfriend stealer or what. I don't even like your fvcking boyfriend. He's all yours. He's not my type, anyway. He is just a piece of shit. So can you please ... just back off?!" sabi ko then tinalikuran ko na siya "Oh wait ..." sabi ko then humarap ulit ako sa kanya. "I'll remind you something. For your fvcking information I am a man-hater. So there is no chance that I will like nor love him. And ... if he loves you why would he waste his fucking time just to court me. I mean ... duh?! He loves you then he will court me?! MyGahd! Can you please use your mind ... if you have." sabi ko then I gave her a sweet killer smile.

Agang-aga pinapainit ang ulo ko?! Gosh! As if namang magugustuhan ko yung palakang boyfriend niya. Oo .. alam ko bitch ako. Pero never akong mang-aagaw ng boyfriend ng iba.

I will never ever dare get nor steal what they have even their boyfriends.

Wanna know why?!

Because I know what they feels. Oo ... naagawan na ako ng boyfriend. Oh let me rephrase that -- pinikot lang pala nila ako because of my money. Bullshit!! That's why I really really hate man. All of them just want to have money. All of them just want to broke our innocent heart. Pare-parehas lang ang mga lalaki. They are all a piece of shit!! Dammit.

I really hate this feelings. Why my past always bothering me?!

"Pera lang habol ko sayo. Hindi kita mahal, hindi kita minahal at mas lalong hindi kita mamahalin."

"Pera lang habol ko sayo. Hindi kita mahal, hindi kita minahal at mas lalong hindi kita mamahalin."

"Pera lang habol ko sayo. Hindi kita mahal, hindi kita minahal at mas lalong hindi kita mamahalin."

"Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"I shouted.

"What was that? Why are you gawking at me?! Is their something wrong?! Mali na ba ngayon ang sumigaw? Huh?! Bullshit!!" sabi ko then I decided to leave.

Seriously, what's wrong with them? Masama na ba ngayon ang pag'sigaw?They are all totally insane.

I've decided na pumunta ng rooftop para maglabas ng sama ng loob. I can't take this anymore. Every minute sasabog na ako. I'm not open to anyone, even in my best friends. I mean, I'm not type of a person who share's her problem to her friends. I don't know why, maybe I'm just afraid of what will they say. I'm afraid that they will see the other side of me. I've lost my first bestfriend once, and I will never let that happen again because of my problems.

And from that I started to cry. I'm not type of a person, who will cry infront of anyone just to please them. Because I don't want them to see that the bitch like me has it's own weaknesses. I know lahat ng tao meron niyan, but I don't want to show them what is mine. I'm just afraid. You cannot trust anyone. Hindi lahat ng taong mabait sayo, eh mabait na. Maybe they will use that for them to bring you down.

"Handkerchief?"

Nagulat ako ng may magsalita sa tabi ko then nag'offer ng handkerchief.

"No thanks." I said. Then I wipe my tears using my own handkerchief.

"Ilabas mo lang."

"Huh?!"

"Ilabas mo lahat ng sama ng loob mo. Don't worry hindi ko ipagkakalat na ang isang bitch na tulad mo ay umiiyak sa rooftop." sabi niya then she chuckled.

Napatingin ako sa kanya. And surprisingly, naka'mask niya. What the heck?!

"And why are you wearing mask?"

"Just to hide my identity. Just like what you're doing right now, Nine."

"What?"

"Haha Nevermind." sabi niya then she leave me clueless.

What is she trying to say? Am i hiding my real identity? And if I'm hiding it, what is it?

**

Sorry kung bitin. Hahaha Tinamad kasi ako mag'type. =.= Marami namang clue sa chapter na ito. *wink* Huwag masyadong maguluhan ah? Hahaha 'Secret Identity' ang title so marami talagang lihim sa story na ito. Sana lang napapansin niyo! Hehehe

Pagbigyan niyo nalang ang kinaya ng brain cells ko. Hahaha XD

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