"My love is not a weakness, it's a strength. ..."
~ Aarushi Abhimanyu Goenka
•The calmest and accountable one
"I'm not interested in competing for your attention. ..."
~Aashvika Ekansh Goenka
•The Sensible and tolerant one
"I won't settle for som...
She stood at the entrance of Goenka Villa all alone as for welcoming of new bride but her husband wasn't interested in accompanying her anyhow also all the men's of the family choose to depart towards their respective rooms leaving only Aarushi, Aashvika alongside mother daughter duo their With a plate of aarti in her hand Aarushi did Welcomed her but seeing all this Nivedita and Aadrika choose to leave
She is asked to first push a jar/kalash filled with rice with her right toe to make her entry into the house. This ceremony signifies that the family of groom has not only welcomed the bride into their house but has also accepted her as one of the integral members of their family.
But this seems to be totally opposite no one was genuinely happy with her arrival even Aarushi and Aashvika were little hesitating cuz the girl infront of them wasn't the one their devar has choose or love she's also an unwanted bride just like them so they don't know if to befriend her or... Cuz them talking to her won't be liked by Parth and also he is the only member of the family they could talk with and upsetting him is something they don't want so without any other word they to left leaving her all alone Inside the large corridor not knowing where to go
Her eyes fell upon the RadhaKrishna Idol infront she just chuckled inwardly and moved towards it "I don't know if I should laugh or cry on my situation like seriously they firstly got me married to someone without my consent then torture me cuz I was going to be here Neither my husband nor my in-laws are happy with my presence then what am I even doing here Well let's see if my destiny will be good enough in this house or not I'm damm sure that I'm not here as a freaking servant still my life could be better than that of hell I was leaving till now let's see But here each and every person is holding a mystery a secret inside their heart I think living with them could be interesting than I could think it off to be" she smirked before moving towards and asking a servant for the way towards her husband room
"Umm can you tell me the way towards Parth Goenka room" she asked a middle aged lady there who looked at her with a weird expression but told her the direction
Lifting her heavy lengha she moved towards the direction told and stood infront of the door as she went inside the fascinating decoration came to her view making her heart pain immensely with an unknown pain as well as guilt
Not willing to look at the couples picture in the room she just left towards the comfortable looking big couch there and threw her body which was like a heavy bag there After so many days she had some relaxation and peaceful sleep with an uninterested face even the tones of weight upon her body she didn't mind As she let her body relax and darkness consumed her instantly
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"I couldn't wish for a better life than this" she chuckled in her mind
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He was drinking continuously with remembering all his sorrowful memories he had with turning his eyes red cuz of frustration he had buried into his heart since long but what he could have done neither he could disobey his father nor can stop loving Ayesha his inner turmoil the guilt of not standing up for his love of life is killing him from inside brutally
Ofcours if someone he could blame for his miserable life is then it would be himself only if could have stood up for his Ayesha
"WHYYYYYYY GOD WHYYYYY ALWAYS ME" he cried his heart out looking at the dark sky trying to erase the pain inside his heart out the image of his marriage with a complete stranger choosen by his father whom he barely knew who's existence he never need to know ofcours she meant nothing to him until this unwanted marriage
He doesn't even want to punish or talk to the unknown girl his heart never get convinced to approach her anyhow cuz it will be like a betrayal for him to his love
Since childhood he had been ignored by his parents deprived of the love he deserve his mother was always busy in flaunting her wealth to other ladies and never cared for him or his brother's infact her all love and care was because she thought the girl he choose for himself was of their standard rather than her other Daughter-In-Law who belong from comparatively low family those two girls were also Harshvardhan Goenka choice only no one knew why he choose a stranger to be his daughter in Law Nevertheless
He wasn't interested at to head towards his room remembering that his bride must be there this thought was enough for him to throw the glass onto floor shattering into millions just like his heart
This heartbreak feels cold. It feels like concrete drying in my chest. This heartbreak was unexpected, as they always are - top of the world one minute and cut down the next. Why is that? Is there part of you that dislikes to see me happy when you are miserable? You do know it is you I am trying to help, right? It is you I work so hard for? Perhaps this is your way of returning to the feelings you are most comfortable with, your chance to dwell in pain and pessimism once more. Yet I can't live there, can't dwell there. So come with me to happiness without throwing another spanner in the works. There are only so many times you can break this heart - one day it'll heal all wrong, heal with you on the outside My heartbreak is grief that comes in waves, gruelling, stealing appetite and sleep alike. It is a shard in my guts that never leaves, though perhaps in time the edges will dull. It feels like death just the same as bereavement and in quiet moments it chokes the breath from my body and short circuits my mind. What was once whole is shattered; where once was peace is emptiness, echoes of a love I put my everything into. With each passing day you take another step away though I asked you to show some sign of caring, affection, of love. All you bring is anger, suspicion and an averted gaze. My only "crime" was to not be able to cope with your rage, with the words you allowed to spill unchecked. I have always done my best for you and, even now, still am. Inadequate as you find me, this is my best, it is all that is left of a once a proud and strong soul - fragments on the floor, scared that the next wind will blow them away.
I'm sorry Ayesha I failed
The only sentence he was muttering since forever just willing to wake up anyhow from this realistic dream
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