Ke'Ari, everything is about her. She done been through so much but she got a handful of people there for her. What happens when the most important one dies?
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SATURDAY JULY 17TH BIRMINGHAM, AL KE'ARI POV:
Just now waking up. It's later than usual. It's after 11. I got up and sat in the bed. Usually i go shower, but I did that last night.
Jeshawn was still sleep next to me, but I guess he felt I sat up. "Malia," he said sleepily.
"Hm?" "Where you go?" "Nowhere I sat up." "Come back." I laid back down and he pulled me close to him. "Mhmm," he hummed.
I just laid on his side and stared at the wall.
Good morning my favorite person.
Stop the bullshit.
Fuck you too then suicidal junkie.
Man fuck on somewhere. Tired of you man.
Didn't ask bitch.
Key so fucking irritating in the morning. Bitch must not be a morning person.
I wanted to go out today. Seeming like Jeshawn ain gon let me kill myself, least not right now. I'll give it break. Maybe come back to my usual self.
I miss seeing Cam and Cash and Demon too. I ain't seen them in a while. We talk almost everyday tho. It ain't the same to me.
Hate to admit it but I miss Jaydee ass too. He text me every now and then and check up on me. I love em as much as I hate em.
I still been feeling hella tired, but I be tryna stay up more. Me and Jeshawn have hella quality time.
We spend everyday with each other. Damn near every minute and second too. We bond in a different way, think it's helping our relationship.
Kinda make me wonder would this have ever happened if I didn't lose my mind. Because I definitely lost that bitch.
And I hope you know it ain't coming back.
Nobody asked you.
As I was saying before I was rudely interrupted, i miss going out. Ima ask jeshawn can we go somewhere when he get all the way up.
After all, he the nigga with the car. Crazy thing is I don't even know where I wanna go. Shit we can go to mall and just walk around. I deadass miss everybody.
It's making me feel funny, whatever that fucking means.
I laid there some more, kinda in my thoughts but really just staring at the wall blankly.
