Her bitter truth (wlw)

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✿𝕾𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗✿

My phone has about eighty six missed calls and twenty unread messages from Jasmine. I can't let her see me like this, messy hair, puffy eyes, runny nose, stinky.

I've been hiding in Mr's Ife's room for two whole days because I know Jasmine will go to mine to look for me. Mr's Ife is also very worried but I haven't spoken a word since I arrived at her doorstep.

Why is she calling me anyways? She has seen the worst parts of me, horrible looking sights that I never thought I'd show anyone. Her reaction is what threw me into my current state.

I don't know if it's the look of disgust or surprise, I just assumed she doesn't like what is under all of this clothing. A monster my useless father created.

There's a knock on the door so I hurry to open it up. When my hands touch the door knob I pause, if it's Mr's Ife she has the keys to her door so she wouldn't be knocking for me to open it.

I hesitate for a while before opening the door. I come face to face with angry looking Jasmine who sees me and softens up.

"What happened to you?" She pushes the door open making her way inside the room.

I couldn't answer I just look away from her, I look like i just came out of a deadly forest adventure. She moves closer but I move back.

"Dara talk to me!?" She grabs my face to look at her. As I stare into her eyes I can't help but wander what she sees in me, what made her come back even after seeing all my stupidity and flaws.

There's more.

"I.. I'm sorry" I tried to pull away but she wouldn't let me.

"Sorry? You left all of a sudden, you're not responding to calls or texts, you've been crying... What.. what the fuck is going on?" Why is she acting like she doesn't know what is going on?

"I'm sorry Jasmine," I finally moved away from her "I don't want us to see eachother anymore" I want her to fire me.

"No," she snaps.

"What do you mean 'No'?"

"You're not going to leave me hanging" Her expression becomes darker as she moves closer to me "You will come with me. We will talk about whatever happened. We will get this over with because even if you slid my throat open right now, you're not going anywhere far away from me" I raise my eyebrows.

"Jasm.."

"Dara!" I flinch "come with me or I'll drag you and you'll never be able to escape from my grasp" She offers her hand and I hold it.

I can feel her fast heartbeat just by holding her hands, it's either fear or anger. She must be so mad at how dumb I act during situations like this, I usually don't know how to react so I think stupid.

She made me sit on the bed while she kneels in front of me looking into my eyes "Why did you go away all of a sudden?" She asks. Jasmine takes in a deep breath to calm herself down.

"I'm sorry" Is all I could say.

"Stop" she said softly "I can't think when you're not around Dara, you're everything I think about" As if she's hurting somewhere she shuts her eyes tightly holding her head.

"Stand up" Confused I stand up, she does the same. She looks at me from head to toe, I am still in the two piece pyjamas Mr's Ife gave me to wear. Sky blue pants and matching top.

"I crave every inch of you Dara, even the parts you think I'd hate if I see them" I can't handle her sudden confessions. I want to run away.

"You like me for my body?" I blurt.