Fix Me

Chapter 5

My alarm blares and I roll over in my bed groaning and remembering my walk home last night.

I still can't believe he made me walk home. What a jerk.

I get up out of bed and walk to my mirror, looking at myself and frowning.

I grab my black leggings and long red sweater before walking back into my bathroom and putting eye liner and mascara on.

Once my sweater is completely covering my wrists, I head to where my mom is, so she can take me to the hell hole, Willowcreek High.

"Hi honey. How did you sleep?" My mom greets me.

"Good," I smile and grab my backpack, throwing it over my shoulder.

"You woke up later than normal so we have to go now," she tells me walking toward the door.

I sigh, "okay."

She turns around and points at me, "And you have therapy after school."

I groan.

I don't want to go sit around and have someone tell me what I already know. Yes, I'm depressed. Yes, I have anxiety. Yes, I'm suicidal. I know all these things, I don't need someone to tell me.

The car ride is silent as always, with my mom glancing at me every now and again.

"Bye mom," I say as I get out of the car when we finally reach my school.

"Love you, sweetie," she says and doesn't drive away until I've entered the building.

I can't wait for this day to be over and it hasn't even started yet.

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Today has been going just as bad as yesterday. I'm just glad I haven't seen Riley yet.

I start to grab my stuff for third period, dreading what is to come, when I hear a familiar voice to my left.

It's the voice that made me walk home last night.

I don't look at him as I take what I need from my locker and say nothing.

"Skye!" He says and grabs my arm to make me face him and he smirks, "What's up?"

"Oh save it!" I roll my eyes, "What the hell is wrong with you?! You freaking make me walk home in the dark! Are you kidding?! And messing with me like that! I'm not one of your fucking whores and it's never going to happen, got it!" I point a finger in his face, "Also, you think you're going to find out why I'm so sad, well half of the reason is because people like you, so stay away from me, okay?!" I huff at the end of my rant and start to walk away.

"Oh! So the Princess can speak!" Riley says, hot on my heals.

"Ugh! You're such an asshole!" I can feel my blood boiling, "didn't I tell you to leave me alone?"

Who the hell does he think he is?

He chuckles, "We have the same class this period."

I huff, "Whatever."

"Awww. Come on, Princess. Don't be mad at me," I can hear the smirk in his voice as he turns me around.

He's joking, right?

"Don't be mad? You made m-" he cuts me off by taking a step closer. My eyes go wide, "W-what are you doing?" I take a step back.

"Shhhh," he steps closer and my back hits a wall.

"Riley?" I can feel my cheeks heating up.

"What?" He's so close I can feel the warmth of his breath.