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WARNING!!!!!!Selfharm, Selfhatred and worries
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I reed something before going to bed when I realised something dissturbing. If my gf startet cutting herself by seeing my cuts I would probebly stop cutting because of how disstusted I would feel about myself... That's something that won't happend and if it does, I will never ever forgive myself. I already hate being me, that would just make me hate looking into mirrors... I don't want that to happend! She doesn't know, She won't know... unless she finds me red handed... but If that happend I would stop cutting yes, but I and my mental-health will be just worse then anything I went trough...
I just got a comment...-! I think I'm going to cry... I just have never been considerd daughter... oh god I'm crying...
(The comment is the cover of this chapter...)
