They said life is just like a story and our fate is already written before us...
Every steps of us our planned and believe it or not even you like it or not our story will keep going on how it should be our move and choices is what it asked.
However, some other says life is like an open book.... A book of blank spaces and we only are the ones who can write on it. We are the ones who will made our choices and we are the ones who owns our fate.
Actually, I don't care about those things. for me things will happen and if it's happens we just have to choose our ways and live with it. However, keeping this belief.... I wonder just why i'm still asking for why upon myself, like I missed something I shouldn't missed. I feel like I made some wrong choices.
But my life is complete?,. What could be missing?...
I want to know it?...
I wish to know it?....
But, what should I wish?......
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" Ok, Cut!!!" said the man sitting beside the camera....
" You guy's did a great job, let's take a break for now...." said the same man patting the other man's shoulder wearing a historical costume infront of him.
( What the heck?... WHERE AM I?!!!.) Zhehan exclaimed on his thoughts....
Not a minute ago Zhehan was just browsing his phone and reading the book of records of his business progress at his hand. It was on that moment when he suddenly felt sleepy after doing all his business works.
Soon after, he started to get drowsy. but knowing that he can't leave his work behind he decide to force himself to stay awake... However, this attempt failed when his eyes suddenly shut itself leaving his work undone.
Not a minute past he gain consciousness again but what welcomed him is not a pile of work but a mirror reflecting him himself...
He look around to see his surrounding and upon seeing the camera, staffs, props, directors and the stage he knew...
His in the filming set....
( Was I dreaming?..) the first questions that lingered in zhehan's mind.
He can never believe that after being sleepy not even a second would end up getting him in a filming set.
" Hanhan?... Are you ok?..." said the man patting him at the shoulder.
Zhehan get startled at first but regain his consciousness immediately. He then decide to face the guy that pats him to respond that his alright and thank him for his concern.
But to his surprise what he see is what he didn't expect.
The man as white as snow wearing a light green outfit holding a fan on his right hand was the one he saw standing right infront of him.
He stared at the man for a while and after a second of thinking he slowly stand and unconsciously say...
"Junjun?..."
He look at Gong Jun's appearance infront of him. He clearly examine him from head to toe and seeing that his wearing a familiar costume drama outfit surprised him...
(What the....does that mean?...) he muttered. eyes looking around the place and look back at Gong Jun again
Gong Jun on the other hand was completely confused on zhehan's behavior he is questioning himself on why does zhehan is acting weirdly like a man who just woke up after 3 years of coma.
( Long hair, white pin, white fan.... impossible!!!...) Zhehan exclaimed on his thought.
"Hanhan??..." Gong Jun said looking at zhehan confused and worried about the man blubbering by himself infront of him.
( There's no wrong,... that is the only series I filmed with him...) said zhehan facepalming himself infront of Gong Jun..
( I... can't believe it.) Zhehan muttered standing at the speechless Gong Jun infront of him...
Gong Jun who can't hold back his confusion anymore hold Zhehan's arm to get his attention and made zhehan look at his eyes...
" Hanhan?... seriously, what's wrong??." He softly said.
Zhehan on the other hand didn't react instead he just look at Gong Jun's face and look at Gong Jun's eyes he was like taken by surprise he can't manage to react because of it. He only awakens when Gong Jun speak again.
" Hanhan?..."
By his words Zhehan's was able to get back to senses and notice the crowd all around them.
He blushes in embarrassment and pull his arm out of Gong Jun's grip.
He lowered his head and look at the ground hoping that something underneath that can pull him from his situation. He can't take even a glance on Gong Jun now. Well, he can't even face the crowd on that moment let alone Gong Jun.
The only thing zhehan in mind is a desire to be eaten by the ground.
After a very few second he run out the room and go to his trailer he then close the door and go straight towards the mirror on the wall of his room he face himself again and only on that moment he was able to look clearly upon himself.
His also wearing a costume drama clothes and his appearance is far more different from him himself. He's on a beggar state part of the story and his skin is not even. His also wearing a mask on his face that gives a hint of differences between him and who he actually was.
He facepalmed himself and hit his head punishing himself for realizing how dumb he was for only noticing it now.
Several minutes ago he heard a slight knock on his trailer door he walk towards it and open it. just to see Gong Jun standing behind it.
On that moment Zhehan fell speechless again.
" G-gong Jun..." He said looking both surprised and nervous at Gong Jun's appearance infront of him.
" Hanhan?... What's wrong??." Gong Jun asked looking directly at zhehan wearing a worried face.
With a slight smile zhehan look again at Gong Jun's face and immediately look away. He then said...
"Nothing, not important."
Gong Jun didn't believe it but as of the moment he feels like it's not his turn to ask about it he then nod aggreing to zhehan and leave
Zhehan watches as Gong Jun leaves him he follows Gong Jun by eyes until his nowhere to be seen only then zhehan was able to breathe a sigh of relief.
He take a deep breath and look at the direction where he last seen Gong Jun.
Zhehan smile and a tears fall in his eyes
He didn't know why he was crying but seeing Gong Jun again gives him a nostalgic memory of a good old days.
"Seeing him is like a breath of fresh air but also a prison." Zhehan whispered in his mind.
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Depths Of Spring
Fiksi PenggemarZhang Zhehan was travelled back in time. He doesn't even know where he was. His at lost. however, seeing the tools for filming zhehan realizes he was in the filming set. But, why is he in the filming set?!!!. One man taps his shoulder. He faced the...
