Stalker with a Secret

...............Don't ruin the day................

Kōji was anxious. Very Anxious. Today he actually got a partner! He doesn't know why, but something in him told him that his Zane guy would be nice to him. Even if his mind always said that 'stay away from this guy' yet Kōji never really felt danger in Zane's presence. It was like his body was meant to feel safe around him.

Well whatever, he can think about his human topology some time later. His main problem was tomorrow. How will he manage to spend that much time outside! With someone he barely know! 

It wasn't till today, he realized that he has developed some sort of social anxiety. To be honest it's in a small stage, if you call it anxiety. In simple word, Kōji can make two- three sentence talk with anyone but not a actual conversation.

It's currently 7pm, Kōji has already planned everything about the project. What will be the topic? How will that continue? and more. The 17 year old soon to be adult, was  used to doing everything by himself. He had to keep reminding himself that this was a partner project, but yet he did a lot. He can just hope that his first ever partner will be ok with his work, instead of thinking that Kōji is showing off. A part of him is also scared that this might be not what he is thinking and Zane is making a fool of him?

What is he never showed up? What is he was lying? What if Zane was fooling him to make fun of him? What if he doesn't want to do project with Kōji at all!

Kōji shivered at the though. But right now he can't do anything but wait for tomorrow noon- and be anxious-.

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The next day came and school ended too soon for Kōji's liking. As the deal, he was out side the canteen. He was taking deep breaths, an attempt to came himself down. His fell his heart would jump ripping his cheat if someone found it funny to scare him. He had no idea why he was this nervous but right now he didn't care at all.

Those emerald mixed jades lilted up at the site of schools ex-gossip. Zane.

His heart beated faster and harder as raven boy took steps. He took a deep breathe and braced himself for today's day.

"Hi! Good Afternoon"

How formal? why?

"uh....Hello, aftermoon, ah! afternoon-i  mean, noon.......not moon-"

Kōji suddenly has a urge to jump off a cliff.

" So shall we go to that cafe? The one you recommended?"     

" Ye-es, lets go, ha"

Simply awkward silence.

" Um....lead the way................?"

Zane did Not planed it THIS awkward.

"OH! ahhh, yah!...............lets go! come......."

Kōji felt real stupid as the walk in deadly screaming silence.  But can you blame him? He never really had a friend or even a project partner! All he ever had was his father who loved him dearly- as much as Kōji could remember about his time with his father-, that stranger who take his care -Kōji classify it as taking care- and last his mother with a misleading delicate nature who does not care for him at all. Thru the thought of his father caves over the long unhealed scars. Even if his Fathers memories are just some fades, Kōji still remember the pure love his father gave him.