Her Tutor's Obsession #1

Chapter 1 - (The Darkest of all Darkests)

Noises and crowds who's dancing like idiots make me feel so peace while drinking my alcohol drink.

I sighed as I again remembered everything what happends earlier. I cursed at them. And it was a first time. They never hear me cursed ever since my mom gave birth of me. But, only them.

But when they're not around me, all curses was cursing me. Kulang nalang saniban nako ni satanas sa lahat ng pinanggagawa ko.

I once again drank my drink and ordered another.

While waiting, I was looking somewhere until I saw an eyes that's so dark that you can't even see in entire life.

Mas madilim sa color black ang mga matang seryosong nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

The gaze was giving me goosebumps. Pero di ako nagpatinag at tinitigan din ang maiitim niyang mga mata even though I kinda afraid of what will happen next.

But I know I'm already an independent woman that's not afraid of everything kahit monster pa yan, I'm an independent woman that no one will ever pulls me down.

The gaze was to intense to the point I can't concentrate of his eyes. It was like he had intentions. I'm just looking into his eyes and I don't know if he has a beautiful face or not.

But judging at his eyes that giving me tense, I know his face is to perfect as his dark eyes.

"Your drink, ma'am." I startled when the bartender talked and the man who I eye contacted with was cut off.

Bumalik ako sa pwesto ko at nakaharap na ulit sa mga alak na nakadisplay.

I once looked at the man sitting at the single sofa together with the other mans sitting on a long that I think they was his friends, but he seems no longer sitting there.

I didn't see him again.

I sighed into disappointment. I didn't even see his face. I only see was his eyes that full of black. A black that seems all emotions were mixing up there and making it into a darkest black.

I heard my phone rang inside my purse and as I took it out, it was the person who I expected to calling in the middle of the night where people are already sleeping except here at the bar.

"What?" I said with a tone that has no energy.

"Tell me, tumakas ka na naman, noh?" Ugh! She checked my location again.

My bida-bidang kuya called her. Ever since I'm not around of them, he called my friends. Di rin naman ako pwedeng pagtakpan ng mga kaibigan ko.

"So what? Ayoko nang tumira sa nakakabwisit na bahay na yun." I said full of irritation.

"Azri, they're still your family." She said from the another line.

"You know what, Jhea? Kung ito parin ang pag-uusapan natin, papatayin ko nato." I said. Punong-puno nako.

Araw-araw puro pamilya ko ang bukambibig ng nakararami. Nakakasawa na.

"Azri, please don't." I heard her sighed. "Where are you?" She calmly asked.

"Why? Susundan moko dito? Then what? Iuuwi moko sa bahay namin? Jhea, wag nalang." I exclaimed.

"Of course not, Azri. Gustuhin ko mang gawin yan sayo but I can't. Just tell me where you are I just want to see you." From her voice, I already know what's her emotion right now. Worried.

Because of her begs, I decided to tell her where I am. I don't have a choice. If I did not tell her, she'll make her own way just to see me. Jhea is so smart than me.

I didn't know why did I and her became friends. Back then, I don't really like having friends. Especially smart kids. Hindi ko kasi sila ka-level.

I remember one day, I'm in a fourth year high school. Jhea was a transfered student. Instead of avoiding me cause I'm a bitch and a hatred girl in our campus, she came to me and introduce her name to me and said she wanna be friends with me.

It's been an hour and i'm still here at the bar but now, i'm with my only bestfriend.

"Lumayas ka?" She asked. I drank my drink before answering her question.

I told her everything what happened earlier at my house and she never make an emmotions except when I said to her that I packed my half of things and decided to leave the house.

"Of course. I still have choice naman, eh. Mag-stay sa impyernong yun at tiisin ang mga paulit-ulit nilang sinasabi, or lalayas ako at maghahanap ng langit?" I said and deretsahan syang tinitigan sa mata. "Of course I'll pick the second option. I'll look for my new home that no one's from hell."

"But, Azri they're still your parents. They just want you..." I sighed loudly causes of annoyance that made her stop telling me something.

In fact, I already know what she will going to say. Ayoko nang marinig pa, noh. Paulit-ulit naman kasi, eh.

What's new pa nga naman?

There will always no new in my life. Cause from the first, my life's already sucks.

"You know what, Jhea? I have a chika for you." I lazily said.

She sighed and just look straight into my eyes waiting to add my sentence.

"Earlier, I saw a guy that literally had the darkest eyes. You know I didn't see people such has a dark eyes except you. You have a dark eyes, but the guy I saw earlier, his eyes was so fucking dark!" I lazily said.

"Azri, you're drunk already."

"His eyes was so fucking sexy. It's dark through all the darkests!" I shouted.

My head started to hurt and I feel like I'm throwing up. My stomach was like partying inside and riding a roller coaster cause I literally throwing up.

I stands up and rushed through the restroom. Luckily I nailed it and throw everything. It was so disgusting seeing what I've thrown from my mouth.

"Azri, are you okay?" I heard a female voice and I know it was Jhea. Kabisado ko na ang boses nya kaya alam na alam kong sya yun.

But my vision got mixed up. My head hurts and I was to lazy. I feel so dizzy.

I started to walk and got out the restroom. From the clear white light to colorful lights dancing in the surroundings makes me feel so dizzy and my head hurts so badly.

I can't stand anymore and I feel that I fell into someone. I didn't fell on the ground instead of a person that I don't know. With my strength, I manage to look at the person who catched me.

It was he.

Our eyes met and I was so happy to see his eyes darkened. I thought he's gone. What a small world isn't?

We met again, mr. Darkest eyes.