What now?

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Y/n P.O.V.

We sat in silence in the room, Wanda was looking at her bracelet while Natasha was rubbing her stomach. Me on the other hand I took a taking a moment to look around the room, when something caught my eye.

My journal.

"So what now?" Nats voice breaks the silence, I turn to face the two women, giving them a shrug.

"I think I'll just be working with Fury from now on, I'll try to stop by once in a while. I still need to find a place to stay so I guess that's where I'll start." I stated my plans to them, I noticed how they both frowned at my idea.

"What wrong with my plan?" I lean back in my chair and folded my arms across my chest. I held my gave with Natasha since she was making eye contact with me , but I can feel Wanda eyes roaming my body.

"What about Elora?" Nat stated, I cautiously sat up and began thinking about the question. I mean she is my daughter, but I wasn't her mother for six years and she looks at bliss with how her family is looking so far. She has two amazing mothers, and protective uncles I know that will protect her.

At the the same time I want to be there with her, I want to play fucking tea parties with her. I've always dreamed about teaching something to my children, hold them and tell them how much I love them, how I would protect them until my dying breath.

But I can't now, I'm going to have to be limited with my dream.

"I want to see her, I won't disturb your family time but I want to see her some times during the week. I may be her sperm donor, but I wasn't her mother for six year, but I would like to if you want me to. I will still protect her with all I have, so will I to you both. And I know I may be pushing this but would it be okay if I gave her something like I did with Morgan? Like the compass spell, but this time all three of us will be connected to it?" I bargain with them, they both stayed silent but weren't directly focused on me. They must be telepathically talking about it, I gave them space and looked back to where my old journal was.

I reached my hand up and used a bit of force to pull the journal into my hands, I look back up to the woman in the bed and they seem to still be talking. I took this time to read snippets of the journal, and when I flipped the page the handwriting was very different.

It must have been theirs, I looked at the date and it was dated seven to six years ago around the time Thanos had taken me. Took more time in reading their entries, I slowly teared up when they talked about them getting married the first time. I'm truly happy for their dreams to be coming true, I skipped a few pages until I noticed dried tears on the next couple of pages.

It was a few days after my death...

It's with a heavy heart and tear-filled eyes that I write to you, knowing you're no longer with us. The world mourns your loss, but it's especially poignant for Natasha and me, knowing the sacrifice you made to save us all. Your bravery knew no bounds, and your memory will forever be etched in our hearts.

The funeral was a somber affair, filled with both sorrow and reverence, also Clint came back from the dead did you have a part in that?Friends, family, and even strangers gathered to pay their respects, a testament to the impact you had on so many lives. As we stood by your graveside, the weight of your absence felt almost unbearable. But amidst the pain, there was a sense of gratitude for having known you, loved you, and been loved by you.

~ Wanda

Wanda, carrying our child, found solace in the support of me and the Avengers, but the void you left behind is palpable. Each day is a struggle, filled with a mix of grief and anticipation for the new life growing within her. I, too, bears the burden of your loss, finding comfort in each other as we navigate this unfamiliar terrain.

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