Another Chance

SIX

When we came at home, in front of my door was buquet of roses

It's for you? I asked to Sun

I guess

She took them, but then se handed me note what was there

I'm sorry, Jimin.

Really J.

I sighed and tore up the note and walked in

Why I have feeling that one bitch lied to me today? She asked and looked at me

Then she handed me the roses

Keep them or throw them away. I don't want them

Why? They are beautiful.

I hate them..

Fine. I'll keep them

I went in my room, changed in my shorts and oversized shirt and laid on my bed, when some message came at my phone

Did you received the flowers?

I didn't answered, I never did, to anyone, not anymore.

Jimin?

Fine, I tried to apologize for my behaviour, but you aren't interes I guess, fine

I'm really sorry. I crossed the line and I'm really, really sorry.

..

You loved to write messages. I'm sorry. OK?

..

Fine, screw you

I laid my phone next to me and closed my eyes

After while Sun came in my room. Jimin, you have a visit. She said with rolled eyes

I stood up and went in living room to expect my mom

Oh, I froze. Why are you here?

He was staring at me, like if I was naked

Oh, well, Yeah I wrote you, but I guess your phone is broke

No it's not I read that

So why you didn't answered?

Because I don't writte messages

He frowned at me. You loved it

I loved a lot of things

Oh, yes. Jimin, can we talk please?

Of course, I pointed at my couch and he sat there.

I sat next to him, with my legs on couch, hugging my knees

So? I asked when he didn't talk

Look, I know it's wierd situation and I didn't knew that you work there, when I was buying it.

But things are like that now. I'm sorry for everything I done to you. I was jerk and coward, scared to face you. We were so young and I did a huge mistake. Don't think that I don't regret it. I do, everytime when I see you. I hate myself for what I did.

I closed my eyes and prayed for strenght. I didn't want to cry, not now! Later.

What you told me today in my office, it was true. But you also have no idea what I was going throught when we broke up. It wasn't easy for me too, Jimin.

I wasn't able to sleep for few years I was so broke, but I wasn't alone anymore and with time I let myself to feel the peace again.

I'm glad, that you are happy again, Jungkook. I really am. I smiled at him. I always wish you a love.