Another Chance

FIFTEEN

Jimin, Jimin Jia yelled when I was runing after her in their garden. We were playing hide and seek and now we were hiding from Jungkook

We hide after huge bush and Jia was sitting on my lap, she was staring at me.

Jimin?

What? We both whispered

Dad told me about your daughter, Jin-ha

Yes? He did?

Yes, you mind it? She asked with rolled eyes

No, and what he told you?

That I had a baby sister, but she was too small and that she is with angels now

Yes, that's true

I was telling to myself that if she is with angels and my mom is with angels too, maybe they are together and my mom is maybe carring about her, is that possible, Jimin?

I was looking at her, my eyes filled with tears. I wasn't use to talk about Jin-ha so freely

But she was waiting for my answer

Yes, I guess, that can be true

I thought so, and so I was thinking that if your Jin-ha is with my mother and she is carry about her, maybe, that maybe if you will want to, you could carry about me, like my mother. She whispered and I looked at her.

You would like it? I asked with tightened throath

Yes, my dad likes you, he told me so and I like you too. You are so pretty and you always smile at me and you have so nice voice when you are telling me bedtime stories

And I think I like you. I know you are man and you can't be my mom, but will you be my papa?

I stared at her, tears were falling from my eyes

I.. I I would like, but

She looked at me and smiled sadly. Nevermind Jimin, she petted my cheeks. And then she looked away and sighed

No, Jia I'd love to I really do. But wont your dad mind it? We should ask him frst, Ok?

I asked him. I begged him to ask you, but he told me, that I must ask you by myself, because he isn't sure if you will want to be a papa for me.

I want to. I said silently and I felt that I realy mean it.

She looked at me and smiled. Really?

Yes, yes really. I will be honored to call you my daughter. I said and she throw herself in my embrance

I hugged her and petted her back.

Then I looked up to suppress my tears and I saw Jungkook, who was looking at us with smile and teary eyes.

I love you he indiacted with his mouth and my tears found they way out.

I GOT YOU! He yelled suddenly and Jia flinched in my arms

He sat next to us and looked at me.

He said yes, dad. Jia said and smiled happily

Of course, Jungkook said and stroked my cheek

May I visit my baby sister? She asked and I looked at Jungkook who nodded

Yes, she is waiting for you. I said and inside my heart I felt that it's true.

So we dressed up nicely and went visit Jin-ha and Jia's mother graves

It was sad and painful for all of us, but for the first time I didn't feel the excruciating pain of being. Jia and Jungkook lit up my life.