Another Chance

NINETEEN

I can't believe that you ate without me, you traitor

I'm sorry

It's OK, but don't you want any desert?

I shouldn't eat so much.

Who told you? I remeber days when you didn't eat at all, Jimin. I forced you to eat and I don't want it experienced again. I love when you eat.

Fine, I know, but

What?

Daniele told me that I'm fat

She's a bitch and she envy you the sexy curves of yours, honestly I envy them to you too

Shut up.. I said but it made me happy.

Jungkook likes me

Of course he likes you. He is hard only from one look

Yeah, I giggled and then I hugged her.

Thank you

Always

So, the desert, any desire?

Yes, atually I'd love to have. FUCK! I yelled in my mind

What? Sun asked

Ice cream

Amazing, so let's go

So we left to buy some icecream, we went out from my offcie and there we met Daniele

Jimin. Look I'm sorry for what I told you. Ok? Fine

We need to work on the christmas party, this year it will be epic, so

I nodded, but I was out of my mind I realizied something. I'll be right back

So we went to buy some icecream. I let Sun speak about Sanhwa, but I was listeting only a little. I was lost in my own mind.

Fuck! How is that possible? Will he think that I slept with someone else? Will he believe me?

I went in grocery store and buy what I needed.

Then I came back in office and started working on christmas party with Daniele. She did a lot of job and good one.

In few days we finished everything and then we showed everything to Jungkook, he was excited and gave us one free day.

So I sent him off to work this morning and when Jia left in school I ran on toilet

After while I was sitting on floor, with my head in my hands, my heart pounded as crazy, and huge fear was in my mind.

Will he want it? I looked at 10 positive pregnancy tests

FUCK!!!!! I yelled and lean my head on wall. Then I called in hospital and they booked me in for an appointment next week on Wednesday, two days before christmas party.

Ok, so I will tell him there, well this party will be epic then.

I closed my eyes.

So, desert, any desire? Sun asked in my office

Yes, I was craving banana and honey toast and chocolate-mint ice cream.

I hated banana, I hated it because of banana I lost my daughter. But now I wanted it so bad. So I realized what was happening to me these days. I was pregnant.

I sighed and stood up from floor. I threw all the tests in trash and went back at home to cook something

When Jungkook came at home with Jia they found me sitting in living room with huge bucket of icecream in my arms, crying over cartoon movie