My Crazy weight-Loss Diary

June 29, 2015

It's a Monday here and I'm under preasure because I need to finish a project in time for tomorrow and lets just say that I need about most of it. And the worse thing is that I don't only have to finish it on time but I also have to present it in a good five minutes to the rest of the class. I don't know how I'll manage that but I got to try.

So, in a few minutes I have to get my ass up from my mom's bed (she left for work and my little brother wanted company so I have to come and stay in her room while he watches some cartoons in Spanish) and get ready for my class. Before that , I want tell you guys a little about me.

So, I'm a girl ;) hehehe. I'm sixteen years old, I Weight about 185-190 pounds. I don't exactly know because I don't have a scale. My mom says that she will buy one but later which means; never. I think my older brother has something to do with is cause he is always saying how if I have a scale I will be always using it and obsess with kissing weight or something. Thing is, you don't necessarily get obsess with your weight if you have a scale. Just need one to know my weight every once in a week and keep motivated. See?

I love nature. Beaches, Forest, tree, plants, rivers... You name it. Except the scary insects. Yeah, except that. It's summer here where I am, which means that we are in summer vacations that last about two and a half months. I know English and Spanish (my parents talk both) and I'm interested in learning Italian and French.... I find French some what harder.

I enjoy playing soccer. I'm not that good at it but compared to the other member I'm decent. I would have also join Volleyball at school but I'm self-concious about my body and I don't want to be squatting in little volleyball short with my fat at view in front of the whole school.

I think loosing weight will be hard for me because I come from a family who is big as in fat. My mom is, my older brother, my older sister, my dad was (due to his Diabetes He has slim down), my mom's family is half fat and the same goes for my dads. As you can see, those genes (along with other diseases) run in the family so... I have to loss weight to keep Healthy.

I want to adopt 12 kids when I'm older , when I'm an adult, and I won't be able to do it if I die early due to a desease or a heart attack or something. But a great thing to know and practice that will come handy in losing weight and maintaining motivated is a positive mindset. And so far I'm already thinking that losing weight will be hard even before I start. It's hard to change you way of thinking when your whole life you have been thinking the same way. Again this is a long term process that will last a life time and I'm barely starting.

One of my excuses for not going to the park and run or jog (since I don't have a treadmill at home) is that I live in a bad neighborhood. Bad as in there are dangerous dogs everywhere, dangerous people and at least as far as I know at least one person has been shot and kill in the park, and a corner store near it has been assaulted. I know it is somewhat dangerous and this keeps me at home "safe" from shootings,dogs and people but not from chronic diseases, heart attacks and Weight gaining. Sadly but truthful. If you really want something you will do everything possible to work something out and work out, I could have easily done some workouts at home, but I haven't want it as much as I say.

This time am in for real.
That's why I'm starting this journey, this Diary. I want this to be official and this is just a way to make it. Also, I know I'm not the only one in the world thinking of starting a weight loss journey so I hope we can make this our community and go on this together while motivating each other.

"Positive thinking is expecting, talking, believing, and visualizing what you want to achieve. It's seeing what you want, as an accomplished fact." By: Remez Sasson

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