Because of you

25. "I'm flying down to see Ads"

So it's been a few weeks and I just dropped my album 'Confessions of a Broken Girl'. I haven't talked to anyone since the incident. I blocked Stephen on everything, I can't even listen to my favorite songs by him anymore. I've gotten so many texts and calls from the boys and Ellie. I just can't bring myself to answer them. I don't want to talk about what happened. I can't talk about it. It hurts to much. I produced my album myself, I didn't step foot into the studio. I scraped my other songs that I wrote because they were love songs.

Mostly all of the songs are heartbreaking and gut wrenching for me to hear. All of them are about Stephen. It pains me that it comes down to this. I don't understand why he did this. What did I do to deserve this. Ive been in a state of deep depression since that night. I can't bring myself to get out of my bed. I've barely eaten at all. I look sick, I've lost so much weight over this. I can't even look at myself because I don't look like myself.

Ellie's POV

Adeline hasn't been answering any of my calls or texts. She dropped an album without letting anyone know. I listened to it and realized that they were about a guy. I asked her like twice who the songs were about but she won't answer me. I don't know what to do. I texted Matt to see if he'd heard from her and he said no. I asked Nick and Chris and they both said no aswell.

No one has heard from her since the night she went to dinner with Stephen. wait, Stephen? what if something happened with him? I need to go see her right now. I go on my phone and look up flights to LA, the next flight is tomorrow morning at 4am. Perfect, I click book and start to pack my bag. I'm going to be staying with her for a week. Hopefully she'll let me in. I should probably text Matt about me flying to LA, hopefully he'll pick me up from the airport.

Text Messages........ Love 🩵
(Ellie is bold, Matt is Italic)

Hey babe, I'm flying down to see Ads

I'm really worried about her. It's not like her to not answer me for weeks at a time

Can you pick me up from the airport tomorrow morning?

Yeah ofc love

I'm really worried about her too

Nick, Chris and I have stopped by a few times and left snacks for her by she hasn't taken any of them

She hasn't been texting any of us back and she dropped her album unannounced.

She didn't tell any of us. That's terrifying

What time do I need to get you tomorrow?

I'm flying in at 4am tomorrow

I need to talk to her, I miss my best friend. I wanna know what happened with her.

Yeah ok, I'll make sure Im awake by then.

If there's anyone that will get through to her. It's you love

Thanks babe, ok I need to finish packing. I'll talk to you later. I love you

I love you too els

see you soon.

End of Conversation

I just got done talking with Matt and he said that he can pick me up. I'm kinda shocked that Addie didn't answer the door for the boys. But that makes me even more worried. Whenever she gets this sad, she doesn't let her room. Not even for food or anything. I need to make sure she's ok. I finish packing and head to bed for a bit. Don't worry Addie, I'm on my way.