What if would be like if you were still here

Chapter 3

I miss you dad... I wish you were still here, it's been a year since you passed, mine and Markus six months is coming up on the sixteen and my birthday is is on the fourteenth!!! I wish you were here to celebrate I sent that to my dad's in number... well my mom's number is coming up in the 23 I wished she was re marring my dad not Harrison, Harrison and his son Luke are moving in tomorrow I've always wondered what it what it's like to have a brother, also me and Luke have never met so this is going to be interesting , I moved into our guest bedroom it's not that bigger then my other room. But it was a walk in closet and my own bathroom, Jane took my bedroom so Luke can have Jane's old room. My dad always told me if I worked hard and kept my straight As I would be ably to move into the guest bedroom, it has always been my dream and it's finally happening. It's my birthday it's just not the same without you.. when you and me would go out for ice cream just us two then dinner with our family, I walked down stairs to meet mark, mg own mom didn't even wish me a happy birthday my own mom didn't even wish me a happy birthday ( ding dong) I ran down the stairs and almost fell , I got my shoes on and ran out the door almost bumping into mark , happy birthday beautiful mark said. He took me out to this fancy restaurant. He slid a tiny box over to me, I opened it it was a gold butterfly necklace I love it I replied. It matching the ring my dad gave me, I showed him the gold butterfly ring on my hand engraved with my name, he said that's pretty I love I blame and your dad must think alike , yeah! I replied, after he brought me home and hugged me goodbye he was going on vacation with his family but they would be back in time to come to my mom's wedding. The next day I went and picked out my brides mate dress it was a nice lavender purple with butterflies on the lace. It was beautiful, I picked out some high heels out and some butterfly earring. It was the Day of the wedding my hair was in a French braid crown with flowers in it as I was putting on my dress i kept wishing my mom was re marring my dad not Harrison, I hated Harrison it feels like he wants to replace my dad I tried so hard to to not cry, I really miss my dad that's when Markus spotted me. Estella... are you okay?he asked me, no I can't I replied you cant what? I can't process my mom marring someone that's not my dad I said crying in his arms, Estella tell me three of your favourite moments with your dad, well when I was 4 we travelled to Paris it was so pretty, probably not as pretty as you are he said I was blushing well there was this time me got ice cream and went to the butterfly museum or when we would go for late night drives, I said sobbing in marks arms, ad I'm hearing your dad would want you and your mom to be happy so fix yourself up and go out there and support your mom like your dad would want. I listened and to him, the wedding went well but I think Markus could tell I was still unsure about this, after the wedding I changed and climbed into my bed and let it all out.