What if would be like if you were still here

Chapter 4

My mom eventually started to push me away for her new family but it didn't really bug me. I was fine without her I started to take therapy and managed to get a job at Starbucks after school so I wasn't home much. I was just finishing my shift and max and Markus was liked in, what is a pretty girl like you doing working mark said, I laughed and told them I would be out in five minutes, after I got in the car we went back to max's for our movie night  just is three so I thought. But when we got there max told me marks brother is here,he's down for a couple days I  never knew he had a brother me either mad said, the movie night was good and we all crashed at max's. When I got home no one was there and I looked at Jane's story on Snapchat they were on a plane going to New York. I made me a little sad, they couldn't include me in family trips, I went up to the attic and was going through my dads stuff as I was looking I found a box  addressed to me I opened it there was a note that said good luck,don't sit around doing nothing get out and enjoy life, I am always meet even if not in person I'll love you always my darling xoxo dad, I was crying. I picked up this photo of me and my dad in Paris, there was so many memories of us in there, I found his favourite necklace and ring in there also his favourite jacket he also found my old elephant stuffed animal, I though I lost it at the zoo I begged my dad to buy it, I put the box back and went down stairs and made my dads famous recipe I found in the box. When they got home Jane started screaming at me saying I was a horrible person, for what? I said, for existing, I would of thought you would of got the hints that none of us want you here we all hate you, we were only nice to you cause of dad and   we thought he would leave us some money but he didn't so GET THE FUCK OUT OF OUR HOUSE NOW, chill out let me pack my shit and I will, I could my own mother and sister hate me? I called Markus because I didn't know what to do, he told me to drive to his and I could stay there till I figured it out, I grabbed the box from the attic and left, I asked  my grandma Mary a couple days later if I could stay with  her and she said it would be wonderful to have me, so I moved in with her and stoped and got a job closer to her place.