Chapter 1

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"It's been a long time since I came to Seoul... The last time, I had managed to escape from home in Busan, and traveled here alone to look for the only person I ever really loved...

But Suga had left... and it was no ordinary departure... from one city to another... Suga died... and I never forgave my mother after that...

I returned home to find police cars and my desperate mother screaming on the doorstep when she saw me and that day I promised I would never speak to her again...

My mother locked me in the house for months. I had private tutors and no access to cell phones or computers...

And no matter what I did to make her happy... there was no performance in my grades or good behavior that would make her trust me again. Until the day I ran away... ran away to find my doom in Seoul...

I just wanted my Suga back... I wanted to be able to kiss him, hug him... and tell him that I loved him more than anything in the world... I wanted to tell him that my life sucked without him...

But... unfortunately my life was going to continue to suck after I found out that he was no longer with us...

I had to move on... with that constant ache of longing in my heart...

For a long time I wanted nothing more... I wanted to die together with Min Yoongi...

I shut myself in and waited for my time to come too... until I remembered that this wasn't what he wanted for me...

Suga wanted me to fly high... like a butterfly... and that's what I wanted to continue being... his butterfly...

So one day I stood up... gathered what little strength I had left and fought for the things I really wanted...

I demanded to go back to normal school and got rid of the private teachers...

Also, I went back to dancing and graduated from dance school... but over time I became interested in other things...

I joined the police... I know it sounds ridiculous coming from me... but it was a childhood dream... so why not make it come true...

After a few years working for the Busan Police Department, I studied to be an investigator... I turned into a workaholic... I was a perfectionist...

But all I could think about was that I didn't want to see good kids like Suga become outcasts like he was... nothing could take my mind off the fact that it was that stupid thug life that killed him... so I wanted to change the lives of many young people, which I couldn't do for the one I loved...

To think that we were so young, but our love was mature... we knew how to love each other... and I never loved anyone else after him...

It's been 10 years... or almost that long since he left me... or I left him...

I kept thinking for many years that if I had been there, he would never have died... and I even thought that I would never return to this city, but my job forced me to do so..."

June 2025 - Seoul

Jimin was back in Seoul after 10 long years... he got off the plane, took a deep breath and went back in time for a few seconds... the smell of the city hadn't changed a bit...

He stayed in a small hotel near the marina where he had spent most of his time with the boys in his teens...

And from the hotel window he could get a good view of everything in the city and Jimin found himself wondering if that had been a good idea...

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