Enemies To Lovers - Mattheo x Reader

part 11

yn pov

the cold breeze hits me in my face. its been about a week since the mattheo incident and the only place which could lessen the turmoil inside me was the tower, so here i was. i didn't quiet understand what was wrong with me. but like whatever. did i like him?

do i always look for him in every room? check.

does my heart flutter every time i see him? check.

do my thighs clench at the thought of him doing insane things to me? Check with a capital C.

do i get homicidal at the sight of him with the opposite sex? fucking yes check.

well, that definitely means that i like him. but does he?

ok, so shooing other men away, bringing me cookies, offering me his jacket, apologizing AND kissing my forehead. signs that he probably does, but 'im doing this just because you're draco's sister.'

doesn't that imply that he thinks of me as a sister too?

also the way he acts, always being around girls that gives me the ick. i do not want a village manwhore as my romantic partner. i might be overreacting but that is who i am.

this whole time me and mattheo have been ignoring each other like the plague and it was very noticeable. pansy and enzo even asked me if something was wrong but i didn't tell them anything, not yet.

i looked behind my shoulder as i heard some footsteps. i furrowed my eyebrows and saw mattheo. his eyes met mine and he turned around, ready to leave.

"stay." i said every so discreetly i was surprised he even heard what i said.

he stopped and sat down next to me, ruffling his hair with his hands while he was at it. i wanted to- nevermind.

i cleared my throat and started, "everybody's starting to notice. lets fix this."

he nods his head. "im glad we're having this conversation."

why the hell is he so formal?

and then followed an awkward silence. 

"mattheo, can i ask you something?"

"go on."

"why did you kiss me the last time, you know?" i said moving my hands in the air awkwardly. 

"kiss you? that was just a forehead kiss comeon." woah.

"why'd you do it then?" i said, anger lacing my tone.

"because you're my best friend's sister?"

"that does not mean you can go around kissing my forehead, unless you think of me as a sister too? do you now?"

he said nothing. i got the closure i very much needed.

i force out a smile. "i get it. see you around i guess." i walk towards the door.

"wait.", he says in a deep voice that made me want to get on my knees.

 keep it in your pants, y/n.   

i stopped in my track indicating him indirectly to go on. he said nothing. i sigh and step forward, until he spoke, "um are we good now?"

i turn around fiercely, ready to blackout one of his eyeballs but i ever so sweetly smile and take a deep breath. "ofcourse."

two could play a game, mattheo.  i said in my mind knowing very well he was using his legilimency skills. i wave my hand at him and walk away, swaying my hips, left to right.

-to be continued-